Perhaps some people feel that if they stay in clinical for a long time, they will be numb to life.
In fact, numbness is not to life, but to the current medical situation.
But no matter when you face the hourglass of life passing by, the feeling that you want to seize but lose... The feeling that you want to rescue but are powerless is really tired.
Yan Ming didn''t say a word. His nose blood remained on his clothes. He ignored it and let it flow on his white coat.
All flavors are mixed.
Sitting there, his eyes were blank and his thoughts were myriad.
In my mind, I constantly recall all kinds of scenes in the past 20 or 30 years.
Once he was not as energetic and positive as Chen Cang. He had an obsession with life.
But gradually he found that his ability was getting smaller and smaller.
Negative?
Slack?
Or is your heart numb?
Neither, but both.
The past events of more than 20 years are passing by and constantly emerge in my mind.
Is there anything wrong with him in the original medical dispute? Something''s wrong!
But is there really such a clear line between right and wrong in the medical field?
Once Yan Ming felt that nothing was more important than saving people.
Are the rules important?
At the beginning, he thought that many rules were redundant, and even these rules affected the normal progress of medical rescue.
But it was later discovered that the rules were actually used to protect doctors themselves.
Looking at Chen Cang''s decadent body, Yan Ming suddenly felt a sense of guilt.
He didn''t feel guilty because the patient died.
Acute myocardial infarction attack, no one can stop, many people die in the hospital.
He felt guilty that after he came to the emergency department, he had not done what an older generation of medical and health workers should do.
I''ve been hurt, I feel that I''ve been unfairly punished and slackened, but... I really can''t bring this emotion to those young doctors.
Thinking of this, Yan Ming sat on the ground with his back against the hospital bed and couldn''t help but hide his face and sigh.
Looking back, Yan Ming seems to have returned to the original rescue room
That time, telling the truth directly broke Yan Ming''s heart.
Originally, it was a rescue that would not succeed at all, because he was young and frivolous, and he was unwilling to give up
Unfortunately... Unfortunately
Finally, the punishment came down.
Yan Ming never thought that he had become the wrong party.
Two years after the license was cancelled, the hospital lost a sum of money and the Department made a sum of money.
This is unbelievable to young Yan Ming!
Can there be such a trigger?
Is it wrong to save people?
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Over the past two years, he did a lot of things, but he didn''t dare to get close to the clinic until two years later, the old director invited him back again.
But at this time, Yan Ming has lost his original medical heart.
He was disappointed, disappointed in the patients, disappointed in the system, and disappointed in himself.
In the subsequent work, Yan Ming was careful everywhere. If he could ask for responsibility, he would get rid of it. If he could not cause trouble, he would not cause trouble.
But when Chen Cang punched, Yan Ming suddenly saw himself when he was young. At that time, he was angry and unwilling when he saw those idle old people.
I didn''t expect to be reduced to this point.
Yan Ming couldn''t help laughing bitterly when he thought of this.
Just
Maybe I''ve been unfit to be a doctor since I left?
As Chen Cang said, does he deserve it?
Yan Ming shook his head. Maybe he doesn''t deserve it now!
You can''t even set an example. Why should you be called doctor Yan!
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Some people may say why Chen Cang doesn''t check others'' ward rounds, because he can''t check!
But anyone who has lived in the hospital will know one thing. You and the patient in the next bed are not the same doctor in charge. When your doctor rounds the room, he will not be too concerned about other patients, and he will speak very carefully. Basically, he is very general.
Why is that?
First of all, you don''t know people well enough. If you don''t know the patient well, it''s easy to make a rash conclusion.
Secondly, different doctors have their own treatment ideas and schemes. Many patients are very worried when they are ill. Who wants to ask about it? Ask about it. In the end, it leads to distrust of their doctors, poor treatment effect and even doctor-patient disputes.
Finally, it is easy to cause disagreement between the two doctors.
So this thing is very complicated.
People''s hearts are also complex.
Emergency internal medicine and emergency surgery will work together only when they encounter rescue. They usually manage their own patients.
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The patient has a problem in the hospital bathroom. Whose responsibility is it?
Three daughters and a boy were very sad after this incident.
But immediately, the man stood up and wanted an explanation.
Why didn''t the medical staff find out in time?
Chang Lina''s explanation is very clear. For patients with primary care, nurses need to visit twice an hour.
During hospitalization, they need the care of their families
This set of work is very mature.
When the patient was hospitalized, the family members felt that the patient had no problem. They just stayed in the ordinary observation room ward, refused to enter the ICU, signed the relevant informed consent, escort and other consent, and signed them one by one.
You know, one or two thousand yuan a day in ICU is very expensive.
Ordinary first-class care is only tens of dollars, with a big gap.
In ICU, patients are observed by nurses for 24 hours. The nurses are in the observation room and can understand these situations at any time.
Primary care is more strict than secondary care, but it is not so harsh.
At first, the patient''s eldest daughter and son were hospitalized for the elderly, and the caregivers were the eldest daughter and son.
The monitoring was quickly transferred out. Chang Lina did complete two rounds in an hour, and she was very conscientious.
However, after the family members signed the informed consent to sue the family members, they did not have the obligation to accompany them.
Suddenly, no one expected such a thing to happen. The man thought his father should be all right and went home.
But
Should... Should... How can there be so many should in this world?
For a time, the family was silent.
A night without words
The next day, the matter for this time has been solved one after another.
The medical department intervened. The ultimate responsibility for this matter lies with the patient''s family.
Although the family members were unwilling to admit it, they left with the patient''s body.
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It''s not a big deal to die in the emergency department, but if it''s a medical dispute, it''s even a big deal.
Maybe there is a data that we don''t know very well. There are few people who can be rescued in emergency every year!
Emergency medicine is a topic of increasing concern in today''s society.
This thing has nothing to do with region or country.
After the shift handover, Chen Cang has not left. After all, there are patients who have died, and the death discussion and death records need to be discussed.
Everything goes according to the process.
At ten o''clock, suddenly a news spread in the emergency department.
"Yan Ming resigned!"
Everyone was stunned.
Then there was silence.
Let''s go!
Chang Lina said angrily, "just go. It''s no use keeping it."
People outside the emergency department didn''t do much evaluation.
But Chen Cang was slightly stunned.