In Zhang Wenbo''s nose, the air in New York is so attractive.


    Full of capitalist freedom and extravagance.


    With an ideal for the future, he will soon see his American house.


    $300000, which is all Zhang Wenbo has, but... It doesn''t matter. When he thinks of a bright future, he thinks it''s all worth it.


    After getting off the plane, he couldn''t wait to call ah Lian.


    But... It hasn''t been connected yet.


    Zhang Wenbo laughed and scolded. This little cute, do you still want to surprise yourself?


    Naughty!


    Zhang Wenbo has known her for two years. This woman can''t cheat herself for $300000 when she goes in and out of high-level occasions and drives a luxury car.


    Even her parents, Zhang Wenbo, have searched in person. There is no doubt about him, because just looking at the photos really looks like a small leader.


    Go back to the rented apartment, get ready to put your luggage away and start quickly.


    But after opening the door, Zhang Wenbo was dumbfounded!


    The whole apartment is in a mess, just like a thief!


    Zhang Wenbo was very angry. After looking for this terrible public security for a long time, he found that all his valuable things were gone!


    Fark!


    Zhang Wenbo scolded secretly, picked up the phone and was ready to call the police.


    At this time, there was a knock on the door. After Zhang Wenbo opened the door, he found that it was the landlord.


    "Dr. Zhang, should you pay your rent?" the landlord is over 60 years old, but he likes fitness, so he is still strong.


    Zhang Wenbo said anxiously, "Mr. Peter, there is a thief in my room! I have to call the police first. Wait a minute."


    Old Peter looked at the mess in the room and frowned.


    He lived opposite. He was also a little angry when he learned that the thief had entered the room. He looked at Zhang Wenbo: "thief? I have a camera in the corridor. Would you like to have a look?"


    Zhang Wenbo nodded quickly and followed Peter into the room. After opening it, he was stunned!


    Because a few days after he left, no one had ever entered the room except his girlfriend a Lian.


    When he looked carefully here, he found that all the valuable things were taken away by ah Lian.


    At this moment, Zhang Wenbo was stunned!


    He picked up the phone and kept calling ah Lian, but he couldn''t get through at all.


    Borrow Pete''s phone, too!


    Suddenly, Zhang Wenbo panicked!


    He hurried to take a taxi to ah Lian''s residence and suddenly learned that the other party had left long ago.


    He tried to find her clues, but... This ah Lian seemed to disappear all at once, and suddenly evaporated directly.


    At this moment, Zhang Wenbo''s scalp was numb, and a feeling of despair suddenly rose.


    Have you been cheated?


    Thinking of this, he felt soft all over.


    He didn''t expect to be cheated one day.


    He hurried to the police station. After calling the police, he suddenly learned that... Even his name and ID card were false!


    And, most importantly.


    The policeman told him, "this woman, her real name is Amy. She has received three reports a few days ago. They are all about this woman. We will contact you when we find a clue."


    "I can tell you without doubt that this is a liar, and a liar committed by a gang, especially for foreign students and the rich second generation from China."


    At this moment, Zhang Wenbo was stunned!


    He''s stupid.


    He didn''t expect that he always lied to others. Suddenly, he would be cheated by others one day!


    When Zhang Wenbo came out of the police station, he felt his soul suddenly hollowed out.


    All hope seems to dissipate at this moment.


    What high official!


    What rich second generation!


    What Bai Fumei!


    All fucking die far away.


    Zhang Wenbo shouted, but no one around him paid attention to him. He was paralyzed and sat on the ground.


    At this moment, he regretted


    Sorry!


    Fantasy is just the catharsis of one''s desires


    His fantasies were extinguished by others.


    long time.


    He sat on the ground without saying a word, and countless pictures kept flowing in his mind.


    Every bit of life is like a passing cloud, which is not only staged in my mind.


    At this moment, he suddenly found that in the past five years, he couldn''t find anything worth remembering, just like junk food.


    What was your dream?


    He found that he had forgotten


    What was the original heart?


    He dare not look directly at


    When people are most afraid?


    What I fear most is that I can''t look directly at my mistakes, can''t look back and take the road of regret


    Looking at the capitalism he envies and the prosperous New York, he is like a beggar, staggering and bumping, but he doesn''t know where to go.


    Because the way back has been sealed by myself.


    "Ha ha..."


    "Ha ha ha..."


    "Ridiculous!"


    ……


    At this moment, he began to miss Shina crazily and wanted to tell her that he was wrong!


    He was wrong in the beginning!


    However, when he summoned up the courage to call, he found that he was not even qualified to apologize.


    I''ve been black.


    He missed his children, but when he thought about them, he couldn''t think of what they were like now.


    Suddenly, a few words came to mind. You don''t deserve it!


    Zhang Wenbo laughed.


    Yes!


    He doesn''t deserve it.


    Just then, suddenly, the phone rang.


    Zhang Wenbo saw that it was his brother. He picked up the phone and wanted to talk. Suddenly, he heard the other party say:


    "Zhang Wenbo, don''t contact me in the future. I don''t have a brother like you. You won''t come to my father''s funeral. Are you human?" his voice was very flat, but very determined!


    Hang up.


    Zhang Wenbo wants to cry.


    Yes!


    He doesn''t deserve it!


    Don''t deserve to be a son of man!


    Don''t deserve to be a father!


    More unworthy of being a husband!


    What a good home was waiting for him to come back, what a good wife to take care of the family for him, what a good child to call dad, what a good father to cook for himself


    these


    These beautiful things


    He found himself getting used to it day by day, taking it for granted, ignoring... Until he ignored it.


    He began to greedily want to find the so-called stimulation, the so-called "fantasy"


    At this moment, he found that happiness is actually so simple, but he didn''t cherish it.


    Now, when he thought he was rich enough and capable enough, he found that he did not deserve happiness!


    Because he has failed to live up to those happiness!


    He doesn''t deserve happiness!


    Some people, willing to treat you for no reason, have gone.


    And some people are willing to wait for you foolishly, and their heart is dead.


    At this moment, Zhang Wenbo knows.


    I have nothing


    Looking at the sky in New York, he suddenly felt that he admired the bustling lights and wine, but it was just an illusion.


    When he reacted, his heart had died in a foreign land!


    Even regret dare not think!


    ……


    PS: I wish everyone in the world cherish the extraordinary friendship in the ordinary and take advantage of this time to spend more time with their parents, wives and children.


    The novel story is false, but the feelings are real. Some people say what is the purpose of writing this?


    Well, I want to say that the purpose of writing is to hope that you don''t ignore those feelings in life.