After Chen Cang returned to ammonium Yang, he went to see old man Fang.
He is much better than before, but he still lives in the intensive care unit. There are more pots of green plants, more small fish and more sense of separation in the room.
For Chen Cang''s return, Fang Yonglin is very happy.
Old man Fang said a word to Chen Cang. He has a deep memory.
He said: sometimes, you don''t need to make the right choice, because what''s right and wrong?
Over the years, I have been influenced or guided by some remarks.
Let''s have today''s three views.
Until one day, I suddenly found that perhaps what I insist and believe in is not necessarily correct, but it may be right.
you ''re right!
This is the world, there is no absolute right or wrong, only should not.
There is no absolute limit whether this should or not.
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There are three turning points in Guo Xue''s life. Therefore, she needs to make three different choices.
At this point today, she has done a lot of things she thinks she should do.
Even today, even if many people don''t support it, she still chose to get pregnant.
This may be the most wrong choice she has made in her life.
In everyone''s opinion, she is wrong.
But
Only she felt that all this was right.
There may be no fairness between people.
Some people are born with hundreds of millions of wealth.
Some people are gifted after they are born.
Maybe some people are ordinary, but you are lucky enough because you are healthy.
When you look at the beauty of the luxury car villa on the Internet with your mobile phone and complain that you were born poor, have you ever thought that some people are watching you with envy!
Poverty can be changed.
But there are some things you can''t change at all.
Rickets, deformities, ugliness, deafness and blindness... These people may have lost at the starting line in a real sense when they were born.
However, they are never satisfied with their fate.
The purpose of their efforts is simple: live!
You might say, where are so many such people?
I never saw it on the street!
OK, I''ll tell you the answer because they dare not come out.
Just as you feel inferior to your poverty, they also feel inferior to their disease and pain.
Even, how far can a wheelchair go?
How many disabled routes in our lives have been made into appearance projects.
The blind road leads directly to the wall, to hell?
In front of the wheelchair is a high stage in a dilemma.
How many people die every year because of this kind of thing?
No one has counted it?
Because no one cares about their existence.
People who pay attention can''t make a loud enough voice.
You may say that there are few such people.
But!
In fact, there are many more of them than the rich people in the world!
Just like how many very rich people you have seen in your life.
yes!
There must be!
But is it really a lot?
Guo Xue also complained about why she has a blue lip, which is different from others?
No vigorous exercise, no sports meeting, no running, no... Even... Love, all need to be gradual!
But she never gave up trying to live a serious life.
However, pulmonary hypertension is called "cancer in cardiovascular disease"!
Due to insufficient pulmonary circulation and hypoxia, the lips are blue and purple, so the patient is also called "blue lip" patient.
This disease can lead to heart failure. Without effective treatment, the average survival time of patients is only 2.8 years.
Nationwide, there are tens of millions of patients with pulmonary hypertension, and only twenty or thirty thousand people have been treated.
The most important thing is!
Pulmonary hypertension cannot be cured at present. Patients need to take drugs for life!
Under the action of drugs, Guo Xue looks like normal.
Go to school, enter a higher school, fall in love, work and get married!
But!
Finally, there are still some difficulties.
That''s pregnancy!
If you are not pregnant, patients with pulmonary hypertension will not be much different from ordinary people as long as they take medicine.
Because severe congenital heart disease with severe pulmonary hypertension is an absolute contraindication of pregnancy.
Once pregnant, the body will certainly have discomfort. When the heart function cannot be compensated during pregnancy, the compensatory heart rate will accelerate due to pulmonary hypertension and hypoxia, the cardiac output will increase, and the cardiac load will increase!
There is a great load in itself. Now, it will definitely aggravate again, leading to heart failure and even increase the risk of production.
Moreover, it will have a serious impact on the development of the fetus.
So!
Perhaps for everyone, pregnancy is happy and means the birth of a new life.
However, for them, pregnancy is painful, because it means a critical notice!
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Outside the office, Guo Xue''s family was silent because they didn''t know what to say!
Guo Xue''s husband Li Xuefeng was silent and looked at the ceiling.
At this time, Guo Xue is still in the ward, in a stable state, but... It is getting worse every day.
They went to Xiehe, West China, and then came to the capital emergency center.
But at that time, Chen Cang had just left.
After Xu Ziming saw Guo Xue, Yi Zhengyan refused the idea of surgical treatment.
Because as long as the operation is done, it must be doomed that this is a road of no return.
In this world, there is no stable patient after combined cardiopulmonary transplantation during pregnancy.
Xu Ziming has never been arrogant enough to complete this operation!
But the key is not whether the operation can succeed.
But whether the operation should be done!
Because his wife was pregnant, Li Xuefeng became the biggest villain!
Became the target of collective attack by Female Boxers!
Similarly, Li Xuefeng''s parents have become the objects of old-fashioned feudalism.
It seems that for a time, Li Xuefeng''s family has become a wrong model.
You shouldn''t force your daughter-in-law to get pregnant!
Can''t you really adopt a child?
Li Xuefeng''s family is irresponsible. They don''t care about Guo Xue''s life and death for their children!
Some even started to call the police. The police and the women''s Federation participated in this investigation!
But!
They underestimated the persistence and persistence of female boxing masters.
They just want to force good people into prostitution, break their families and even see the world they think!
They don''t know that there is something in this world called love.
So that, at present, Li Xuefeng''s family is in such a misunderstood state by the world.
But!
They did not refute.
Li Xuefeng is taking care of miracles seriously, and his parents are also taking care of their daily life.
This time Guo Xue''s pregnancy was even hidden from all of them!
After knowing that she was pregnant, Guo Xue found an excuse to leave home.
It was not until she was six months pregnant that she could not hide it that she confessed everything!
Noisy, noisy!
Guo Xue''s mother even forced her to die.
But you have no idea how paranoid a paranoid woman is.
When Guo Xue cried loudly and said, "I just want to be a wife and a mother, even if it takes only one day!"
"Can''t you?"
"You always let me do what you think is right."
"I am also a person and have my own choice and life."
"Don''t I deserve children?"
Guo Xue is very lucky!
Found a husband who cherished her, loved her, spoiled her and used to her.
However, love this thing, it is really easy to feel owed.
Even, the more Li Xuefeng is kind to her, Guo Xue''s heart will even have a burden!
She suddenly realized that maybe they needed a child of their own.
Therefore, Guo Xue began to check all kinds of data, and there was indeed a successful pregnancy.
But she ignored a problem, that is, there are individual differences in diseases.
Small probability events are always harmful!
Sure enough, in the first month of pregnancy, Guo Xue began to have shortness of breath. From the third month, crazy cough, dyspnea, fatigue and fatigue were all problems when going upstairs!
In the fifth month, even she will faint due to lack of blood supply to the brain due to ischemia and hypoxia!
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Guo Xue put up with it for her children.
She consulted more than a dozen doctors and experts and got the same answer: terminate pregnancy!
Unfortunately, she refused.
It''s not easy for her to go this way.
Now, it has been more than seven months.
She has no way back!
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Li Xuefeng looked at the pale ceiling. There was no color on it, which was very much like his current mood.
To tell the truth, he has made all kinds of preparations in the past two months!
It seems that the answer is no longer important.
What matters is, if a child is born without a mother, how should he explain it?
If there is no Guo Xue, should he find a mother for his child?
He dares to swear that if he marries his wife again, even for the sake of his children, he will be sprayed to pieces by the group of Female Boxers on the Internet.
He has experienced it these days.
In such an era of information explosion.
Li Xuefeng did not know that he had somehow entered the sight of so many people.
Hey
but!
Li Xuefeng got up and looked at Guo Xue''s blue lips through the window.
Suddenly his nose was sour.
Why is the world so unfair?
All the things of the past have come to mind.
Li Xuefeng couldn''t help crying. Her mind was full of Guo Xue!
Li Xuefeng''s most helpless thing is to go to the drugstore to buy sildenafil every month.
Every time, the little girl who is sold medicine by others looks at herself with strange eyes.
So that Li Xuefeng had to run all over the city to buy this medicine.
Guo Xue often teases Li Xuefeng: "now the whole city knows that you like to buy this thing. Everyone knows you... Hey!
No one wants you except me! "
In this regard, Li Xuefeng always smiles. He never thought of divorce, but... He doesn''t know that in addition to divorce, there is another possibility, that is, widowhood!
Every time at this time, Guo Xue would act like a little licking dog in his ear.
"Ah, I eat more Xidi than you do! Ha ha... I''m laughing to death. Won''t I become a man?"
Every time, Li Xuefeng was amused by the simple girl.
Guo Xue often asks herself.
Like children or not.
Li Xuefeng shook his head every time: "no, children are so troublesome. I have only one baby!"
But Guo Xue also knows that Li Xuefeng wants a child.
That''s how two people are.
So is life.
You never know what will happen tomorrow.
In fact, sildenafil is the cheapest drug for the treatment of pulmonary hypertension.
The research shows that the monthly cost of sildenafil in the treatment of pulmonary hypertension is more than 700 yuan and Viagra is more than 2000 yuan, which are significantly lower than other treatment schemes.
Therefore, Mr. Zhong has supported Viagra three or four times, hoping to bring "Viagra" into the scope of medical insurance.
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With the arrival of Guo Xue, Dongyang Second People''s hospital has once again become a hot topic!
Guo Xue, the "online popular mother" who became popular accidentally because of her disease, attracted the attention of many media and gossip.
In such an era when anyone can be the media, the media is about to lose its role and even begin to move towards a wrong direction of public opinion.
Almost everyone is praising Guo Xue''s greatness.
Such a woman who can give up her life for her children seems worthy of publicity, care and care!
The "vicious" family accompanying it is also the key figure of the topic.
It''s worth spitting and disdaining!
I don''t know what happened overnight. It seems that things that have a dime relationship with women will be enlarged by interested people.
Therefore, the second Provincial People''s court also had a somewhat more depressing atmosphere for a time.
After Chen Cang met this matter, he also began to solve it himself.
But!
Compared with those media publicity, Chen Cang is a little disgusted.
Because this is not a cure at all, but a gamble.
even to the extent that!
This is a moral kidnapping in the name of love!
He invited Zhang Jinfeng, director of Gynecology, to the ward with Meng Xi and others.
Zhang Jinfeng took a deep breath, looked at Guo Xue and said again:
"Miss Guo, I still advise you to terminate your pregnancy. In this way, your chance of survival will be greater."
"Now, your pregnancy risk is very high. Maybe you should wait. Our medicine is developing. Maybe in a few years, pregnancy is not impossible!"
Guo Xue''s family members all stood by. Li Xuefeng sat by the bed and touched his wife''s hand. It was pale and cold.
The family is persuading her!
"Yes, Xiaoxue, think again!"
"Child, if you don''t have it, you can have it again, but if you don''t have it... It''s really gone!"
"Yes, there are a lot of punks now. Why are you young people less enlightened than our old people?" Li Xuefeng''s mother advised.
It''s 9092 years now. What''s the problem of ensuring the big and the small!
Basically, it''s an individual who knows what a long stream of water is.
However, when something minor happens, it is absolutely because the parties take the initiative to do so.
Li Xuefeng didn''t speak. If he could persuade, he would have persuaded him long ago!
Today, it''s not a question of persuasion, but what to do next!
Thinking of this, Li Xuefeng sighed long.
He glanced at Guo Xue. They just touched their eyes, and she smiled.