Introduction: I possessed the first love of a male lead in a romance novel.And not just that, but as an extra whose family will be destroyed in two years and die!Originally, my role was to traumatize the male lead and leave.But I wasn鈥檛 too worried. Wouldn鈥檛 I be able to escape from this world by dying anyways?As planned, I prepared to commit suicide in front of the male lead鈥檚 eyes.I thought it was the perfect way to go home without twisting the original plot鈥?ntil my suicide attempt failed.***The male lead, when we met again after 5 years, looked at me and cried. He told me that he knew I was alive and I pretended not to remember.What else could the only survivor of a family destroyed for treason do?鈥淲ho are you?鈥漈he male lead said to me, who was desperately acting out memory loss.鈥淲e were married, Lena.鈥漌hen did we!!...