Sorry, suddenly Calvin felt his brain was mushy. This is the most painful thing to write a book. The more I think that there is no more chapter, the more impatient I am and the less I can write it. The plot needs to be considered slowly. The more urgent it is, the less it can be written. And I don''t know where to write. To put it bluntly, there is a lack of time for precipitation and deliberation.


    I''m not full-time. I hardly have time to code words during the day, and I will deliberate the plot in my mind, but as soon as I''m busy, I put it aside.


    You don''t know that every day I am on the subway, frantically looking for inspiration, reading materials and novels. I read them word by word and scrutinize the writings of other authors. I will take time out of my busy schedule to pay attention to them now, who never read the news.


    Laugh with inspiration and jump without inspiration.


    In fact, I feel very painful. I want to resign, but when I think of closing the small black house now, I suddenly have no confidence and courage. Now I sat in front of the computer for more than an hour and wrote more than 1000 words. I was dissatisfied and deleted them all.


    A little anxious.


    I owe this chapter first, and I always owe it... But usually even Xiuxian I code it out, and I don''t pay it back if I don''t owe it.


    Recently, I''m busy with work. I''m in a mess during the day and at night. You should see that I fix fairy code every day. I have two single shifts this month, and I owe it from time to time.


    Sometimes I think, just finish it early. It''s so painful every day. Is it tired. But in addition to work and girlfriend, I only have novels, not willing. (girlfriend cross it out).


    I can''t write it today. I''ll make it up tomorrow.


    go to bed early.