She cried for a long time, choking and almost out of breath.


    The pale hand drenched by the rain tightly covered the position where the heart was aching.


    She wanted to talk, but she found that she had few friends except Li Xiang and Sheng Yilun.


    Li Xiang is dead, and Sheng Yilun is imprisoned abroad by Sheng Qiming, who is afraid of royal power.


    She''s really alone.


    So Yuxuan talked nonsense to himself, but it was a fragmented voice.


    She spoke in a flurry.


    For more than a month, every bit of her and Li Beichen was like scattered pearls.


    She picked them up one by one, but she couldn''t string them again.


    Because there is a Josie between them.


    The woman he put on the tip of his heart.


    These days, Li Beichen is so kind to her that Yuxuan has no self-knowledge and can''t remember his identity. He is just a pawn of a commercial marriage.


    Before indulging in Li Beichen''s arms, Yuxuan thought it would be a lifetime.


    But it''s going to stop like this.


    She told off and on, and more tears poured out uncontrollably.


    Later, she cried herself out until the sleepless city fell asleep, and she was still sobbing.


    I don''t know how many tears a person can shed.


    Shi Junye looked at her from a distance, and his heartache was hard to add.


    Looking down from here, the surrounding buildings have only a few sparse lights.


    He stood in front of the guardrail, the rain hit him, the wind blew in his ears, but it was as far away as another world.


    Untouchable, as if out of reach.


    The whole world seemed to sleep, but Yuxuan cried until there was only a dry cough.


    Squatting on the ground, she hugged herself, then struggled to stand up, endured the pain in her legs and walked on aimlessly.


    The road was very quiet, and the tall roadside trees on both sides fell green leaves by the wind.


    Flying down, wiping Yuxuan''s delicate body and falling down.


    She walked ahead.


    He followed.


    I don''t know where I passed. The Boulevard is deep and long.


    Old style small buildings, gray green glazed tiles, the walls are covered with Parthenocissus, thin and dense branches and vines, intricate and overlapping, as if silent and tired.


    Walk through the Boulevard and follow the path to the lotus pond.


    There is no lotus in it, only lotus leaves by the pool.


    The rainstorm washed on it, but it just slipped without leaving a trace.


    Yuxuan stood there blankly, stunned for a while.


    Shi Junye kept silent and looked at her from a distance.


    There are street lamps far away, and the light is dim.


    Yuxuan continued to walk forward. The light of the street lamp leaked from the gap between the branches and leaves and fell on her face, becoming more and more haggard and pale.


    It''s like walking to a community.


    Yuxuan suddenly realized that Sheng Yilun had an apartment here.


    Walking along the memory, the voice control light in the corridor has been on.


    As she walked up, the light lit up all the way.


    Yuxuan found the door. She touched it with her hand, and then squatted down paralyzed.


    In the end, it gave her warmth.


    It was quiet all around. There was a faint sound of TV in the opposite family, and she was the only one here.


    With her forehead against the cold wall, she only felt a little cold, but she didn''t cry anymore.


    Suddenly, as if thinking of something, he stood up and tiptoed to the eaves of the door.


    The center of the eyebrow jumped suddenly.


    Sheng Yilun actually put the key there.


    It hasn''t changed over the years. It''s the same as when I was a child.


    Open the door, go in and turn on the light.


    As messy as when she came.


    Heart a warm, slowly, she whispered: "Sheng Yilun, finally wandering to you."