As like as two peas to prove how much I hate me, Long Xingyu only once found me for five days and five days.
Of course, as he said, the down group was completely destroyed by him, even in spirit, and there was no possibility of recovery at all.
Although I said that I had no relationship with Tang Tianqi, but every time I thought of Tang Tianqi''s helpless appearance, I felt a little heartache in my heart.
But it was just a little bit, and it soon disappeared. After all, the reason why Tang Tianqi was like this, in the final analysis, was that he had a close relationship with me, and I even played an indirect role in promoting it.
As for long Xingyu, after I heard the news of the collapse of the Tang Group, he was still indifferent. His face turned black and black. There was a sense of frustration in his eyes. He was hopeless of threatening me with Tang Tianqi.
But then the fierce light suddenly appeared in long Xingyu''s eyes, as if he had no choice but to do anything. He suddenly approached me, grabbed my collar, lifted me up, and looked at me with a ferocious look in his eyes.
"I''ll give you another chance, the last chance, you give me a choice, do you want to live or die!"
In this way, I have almost touched the temperament of long Xingyu. Compared with Fu nianshen''s deep thinking, long Xingyu is more upright. Just like now, he writes his emotions on his face.
Although I know in my heart that if I refuse long Xingyu again this time, I am afraid that my life will end here. However, my choice is still
"I refuse."
This time, long Xingyu didn''t pester me any more. After he got my answer, the corner of his mouth suddenly rose crazily, with a hint of madness.
I, however, closed my eyes as if I had accepted my fate. Even I was ready for long Xingyu to end me on the spot, but in fact, I didn''t. even what I think now is naive.
After waiting for a long time, the expected tingling or suffocation didn''t come. This time, I became suspicious. I opened my eyes and looked at long Xingyu. What I saw was a joking smile.
"Do you think it''s that simple that you want to die?" Long Xingyu said, a vicious look flashed on his face: "sometimes, living is more terrible than death!"
Long Xingyu said, and then he pushed me to the wall.
"Since you don''t drink a toast, you''d better drink a fine drink! I long Xingyu have nothing in my life, just keep my word! I''ll let you live, live better than die, like a dog
Almost roared. After that, long Xingyu snorted coldly, and then turned to go out, ignoring me.
Looking at the back of long Xingyu''s leaving, I don''t know at this moment. In the days to come, I will really realize what it means to be unable to survive or to die.
......
At first, I could not understand the meaning of long Xingyu''s words, but with the passage of time, I knew that he wanted to starve me.
Three days later, I didn''t eat at all. However, being hungry is not a bad thing. Now my whole body is skinny and wrinkled, without any nutrition. However, I often faint because I am too hungry.
This is actually a good thing for me! After all, in my sleep, even if it''s a drug addiction, I won''t know.
Just when I thought that I could forget the pain and end my life in such a dazed state, the fact told me that after all, I was too naive.
Because I forgot that long Xingyu once said that I should live better than a dog.
On this day, I fell asleep again, but before I completely lost consciousness, suddenly, I felt that someone had pulled me up.
Forced to open his eyes, what he saw was the man long Xingyu had sent to deliver food to me. Before I had any doubts in my heart, he grabbed my thin arm, then picked up a syringe from one side and inserted it into my arm.
Before I could resist, all this was over. I didn''t ask what was in the syringe, and he didn''t say much. After that, he turned and closed the door and left.
I dropped my head and silently felt the feeling from my body. It was like withered wood in spring, and it was like a long dry land with sweet dew. Although my skin was still wrinkled, I felt that there was a trace of strength in my body.
As soon as I read this, I sighed. Don''t think about it. What the man injected me just now was nutrient solution.
It seems that, just like what long Xingyu said, he won''t let me die.
......
Not only this time, it''s like knowing the limit I can support. When I can''t support it, long Xingyu''s men can always give me an injection of nutrient solution in time.
I''m like this, life is better than death, even the spirit, also gradually trance up, and even a little crazy signs.
I don''t know how long I''ve been reincarnated like this. I finally feel tired of being raised like a pig or a dog.
I think about suicide.
I''d like to ask nianshen or one of long Xingyu to help me before I die, but after waiting so long, I haven''t seen them again.
On this day, I finally couldn''t stand it any more. I grabbed the glass cup on the table, smashed it down to the ground, picked up a sharp fragment, and cut the artery on my arm without hesitation.
Yes, it''s wrist cutting.
Silently feel the blood in the body in the passage, silently feel the spirit gradually lost, silently feel gradually blurred consciousness, finally, I fell in the pool of blood.
But the most terrible thing is that this is just the beginning.
I thought I was dead, but I can never think of it in my life. I still have the time to open my eyes again. After opening my eyes, I see long Xingyu''s joking face.
"Surprise or surprise? Thank me quickly. This time, I''ve made capital in order to save you
Listen to long Xingyu''s words, at this moment, I feel a little bit of fear from the bottom of my heart.
As if you can see through my heart, there is a trace of evil smile on long Xingyu''s face.
"I give you more than that."
After leaving this sentence, long Xingyu didn''t say any more words, and then left. However, this time, I was no longer alone. After long Xingyu left, several men in suits came in from outside. I didn''t need to ask more questions to know that these men must have been sent by long Xingyu to watch me and not let me escape.
There must have been the last time, long Xingyu had vigilance, I want to commit suicide, that is basically impossible.
As soon as I thought that I would have to be caged by long Xingyu like a pig and dog, my fear became more and more intense.
I finally know fear, this life is not like death.
......
As if on purpose, long Xingyu woke me up, but he only woke me up. Apart from being alive, none of the wounds on my body had been treated, and some of them even started to become inflamed and purulent.
As expected, I had a high fever. However, long Xingyu still refused to let the doctor treat me. I didn''t have to think much to know that it must be when I was dying that long Xingyu would save me.
Now that I know my destiny clearly, it is impossible to complain with self pity. My spirit gradually becomes numb and I begin to accept all these facts.
All the bitter fruits, after all, should be borne by ourselves.
However, when I do a good job of psychological awareness, it is a sudden change, from now on, my life has added a never erasable hatred, and... Lost a very important person in my life.
......
Just in the middle of the night, when I was about to fall asleep, suddenly, I felt a change in the room. Originally, this was a very normal thing. After all, there were three people in the room watching me round the clock, and it was normal for them to make any movement.
But it''s not this that makes me alert, because in my eyes, a figure, like a swift cheetah, flies in from the window. Before the three watchers react, they don''t know what means were used to make them fall to the ground in an instant.
Seeing this, I was surprised, but I didn''t cry out, because the fall of the three guards was not a bad thing for me!
"Who are you?" I sat up from the bed, lowered my voice and asked in a deep voice.
When I heard my words, the figure who knocked down three people at that moment turned to face me. He gradually approached me, and my vigilance became stronger.
But until I saw the real face of the figure clearly, I suddenly raised my hand and covered my mouth, almost falling into tears.
Because this person in front of me... Is Tian Xingjian!
"Sister, I''ve come to save you!"
Tian Xingjian''s voice revealed his excitement. He quickly came to me and helped me out of bed. When Tian Xingjian touched my skinny body, I felt his arm tremble slightly. It seemed that he lost his mind. It took him a long time to react.
"Elder sister, all blame me, all blame me for not being able to save you earlier. I''ve wronged you for staying in the home of that damned guy long Xingyu!"