When consciousness came back again, I found that I was already lying in the hospital.


    The whole body is in pain, throat, eyes, body, the whole body is not mine.


    I don''t know why, the feeling of the medicine flowing into the body along the needle is so cold, which reminds me that I am still in the world.


    "Mo ran, you wake up!" Tang Tianqi''s voice came. I just turned my stiff neck, but I was worried about Tang Tianqi''s face.


    I just felt a bang in my head. In the end, what happened when I passed out?


    "Tianqi, what''s wrong with me? I feel dizzy. " I pressed down my fear and asked with a little expectation.


    Tang Tianqi was stunned for a moment, and then said: "you said you, why are you so careless! I found you lying there outside the toilet of the banquet and rushed to the hospital. Fortunately, the doctor said you were just overworked. "


    Speaking of this, Tang Tianqi is still very grouchy general stare at me: "you say you, how still can''t take care of yourself?"


    My brain is still some chaos, the whole person is hazy.


    How did you faint? I can''t remember. It''s like something happened.


    But Tang Tianqi said that I fainted at the banquet. What did I do at the banquet?


    The mobile phone rings at this time. It''s just a tone. I just think it''s a very important thing.


    In the mind, suddenly flashed a man strange face, I do not know why, is a nausea.


    "At the end of the day, you need a mobile phone." Tang Tianqi still doesn''t know what happened, just smiles and prompts.


    Almost directly, I sat up. I hurriedly went to get my own mobile phone. Finally, I found the mobile phone in the changed clothes, and it was still on.


    Tang Tianqi also seems to be very curious about what information is on the mobile phone, but he did not come to see, just with a curious look at me.


    I hastily reluctantly smile, open the mobile phone, casually sliding up.


    An e-mail notice came into my eyes. My heart jumped. Without thinking much, I ran to the toilet and locked the door by the way.


    "What''s the matter with you, Mo ran?" Tang Tianqi is shouting outside.


    But I was unable to answer that email, almost directly put me into hell.


    There''s nothing in the email, just photos.


    There are many pictures of me, one by one. Some of them are similar in action, but some of them are much worse. But the same thing is that I am wearing the dress of the party.


    What''s more, all the clothes are not neat, and the private parts are almost completely exposed.


    People who take photos seem to have some special hobbies. They take photos very clearly, even the details are special.


    When I saw the last one, I almost completely collapsed.


    I think of everything, the man yesterday, the fans of Danae who surround me, the things that people do to me.


    I almost threw up with the toilet in my arms.


    Tang Tianqi seems to be more nervous outside. I''m still knocking at the door.


    But I was vomiting all the time, tears fell down, when I looked up at myself in the mirror again.


    I was a little shocked.


    Vicissitudes of the face, red eyes, it looks so terrible. But those photos are still stimulating me.


    That man, he actually, actually did it!


    I almost screamed and shook my hands to delete the email, but I knew it didn''t make any sense.


    "Mo ran!" Tang Tianqi is still calling my name.


    My legs softened, and I sat down with my back against the door, half ring, and then I began to smile bitterly: "Tianqi, I feel so sticky. I want to take a bath first."


    Maybe because of that, my voice was a little bit floating, but I didn''t wait for Tang Tianqi''s response, so I directly turned on the tap of the bath.


    Cold water from the top to the bottom of my package, chilling, but I do not have any feeling in general, just desperately scrub the skin on the body.


    Originally fair skin soon became red and swollen, but I still have no way.


    Can''t I wash it off?


    Water gradually hot up, contact with my skin, very painful, pain called me want to cry, but in the end or covered his mouth, silent cry.


    I don''t know how long I''ve been washing. Tang Tianqi knocked on the door again. I know. I should get out.


    Although I don''t know what to do, I can''t ask Tang Tianqi to worry.


    Simply clean up their own, those red skin all covered with a suit, I came out with a wet head.


    Tang Tianqi saw me, obviously relieved, my heart is extremely colic.


    That kind of pain almost choked me, as if my whole body was crying to die.


    I don''t know if I''m normal, but I don''t want Tang Tianqi to find out.


    Maybe it''s just my own escape, but I just don''t want Tang Tianqi to know.


    "What happened? I''m worried about your long bath. " Tang Tianqi is still like that, his eyes are full of love looking at me.


    I feel more uncomfortable panic, heart blocked, don''t go: "nothing, just lying too long, the whole body is not comfortable. Just a little more washing. "


    "That''s good." Tang Tianqi said, he took me to sit down, took a towel and wanted to wipe my hair.


    But I was so scared that I snatched the towel and said, "I''ll do it myself. Don''t you worry about your company? "


    Squeeze out a smile, I pointed to Tang Tianqi''s mobile phone.


    His cell phone has been ringing many times, but he has pressed it off.


    I think it''s something important that he has to deal with.


    Sure enough, Tang Tianqi''s face was scratched with helplessness. I urged again: "well, well, you go back quickly. I''ll wait for you in the hospital anyway. "


    With a smile on my face, but in my heart, it is dripping blood.


    Tang Tianqi had no doubt. He just rubbed my head and left a sentence: "wait for me to come back and pick you up." Then he left.


    Looking at Tang Tianqi''s back, my vision became hazy again. Why, why do you do this to me?


    What did I do wrong? Why am I responsible for all this?


    But no one can give me an answer.


    I even dare not close my eyes, I am afraid, afraid of that man, afraid that Tang Tianqi will hate me after knowing everything, will not see me.


    I''m afraid that these photos will be exposed, and I know that Danae fans, those crazy fans will really do that.


    In that case, I will be finished. Even Tang Tianqi will be dragged down by me. I''m a useless guy. I''m so humiliated!


    But there is no way to get rid of this dilemma.


    What should I do?


    Tang Tianqi''s gentle eyes burned me, but I did not dare to meet them.


    I know, I''ve fallen into the mire.


    Just go to die. Before everything ferments, as long as I die, will everything be over?


    An idea suddenly came into my mind, and I kept thinking about it as if I were a fan.


    Is it enough just to die? Those guys can''t say anything more, and Tang Tianqi won''t be dragged down by me any more.


    At the thought of here, I can''t help but feel more happy.


    There''s a blade in the toilet. It''s for men to shave. I know. That''s what I need.


    I went into the toilet, sat on the cold ground with water, and slowly cut my wrist with the sharp blade.


    Looking at the continuous overflow of bright red, I suddenly smile, smile incomparably happy, soon, I can completely end all this.


    Someone appeared in front of me, white, as if shouting something at me, I don''t know, I don''t want to know.


    The five senses seem to be covered with a layer of cloth, which makes me unable to see and hear clearly, even thinking.


    I''m probably going to die.


    This thought made my heart even more cheered.


    But I still woke up, wrist pain, opened his eyes, saw that red with angry eyes are staring at me.


    I laughed again and said in a low voice, "Tianqi, are you here too?"


    "What are you thinking?" Tang Tianqi was also impatient: "what happened? If the doctor didn''t pass by, you would be dead. Do you know? "


    Tang Tianqi seems very angry, but still very clearly told me that I am still alive.


    I''m still alive? My mind is a blank, just looking at Tang Tianqi.


    Tang Tianqi was even more angry: "come on, what happened in the end, that you actually chose to commit suicide! I know that you are not a weak person. Something must have happened. I don''t know. "


    I quickly turned my head: "no, nothing."


    "If you don''t tell me, I''ll find out for myself." Tang Tianqi seems to be angry.


    I''m even more flustered. If Tang Tianqi knows, what should I do!


    I quickly stretched out my hand to hold Tang Tianqi''s clothes: "don''t do this, I''ll tell you."


    "Say it." Tang Tianqi came back and looked at me like this.


    I am more painful, I do not want to cheat him, but, if he knows that all how to do.


    Finally, I cried and told Tang Tianqi everything, because I had no way: "Tang Tianqi, let''s divorce, I, I don''t deserve you, I''m too dirty, too dirty!"


    "What are you talking about?" Tang Tianqi was also shocked. He didn''t notice it at all.


    I''m about to collapse. My mind is in a mess. I''m just crying.


    But Tang Tianqi hugged me directly: "I''m sorry, but I''m not good. I didn''t protect you well. Don''t worry. Even if there is something, I won''t care. I know it''s not your fault. "


    "But..." I want to say something more, but in the end, I can''t say it, I can only cry.