《Monochrome Rumor》 Chapter 0 - Prologue From time to time I imagine things like that. The early evening when the rain was pouring, and the back of your pale hand. In the end, we never could understand each other. I thought I could hear an old song, a very old one. Without any accompanying instruments, it was a song that someone was humming and it felt like I listened to that song for a very long time. Everything I had was already destroyed forever and beyond repair, and I knew that. Even so, there was an unstoppable feeling in my heart. An emotion that never faded away. The good memories were so little and trivial that I can count them on only one of my hands. Sometimes our time together was like hell. No matter how much I open my heart to you, the sheets that were damp with tears because of you are now dry. The feelings that I only realise now, at the end are so miserable that I want to chew my own tongue. You never made eye contact with me when I looked into your eyes. My innocence was beaten hundreds of times and trampled under your feet like garbage. Even though I knew it, I tried so hard to close my eyes. It was a horrible time, when I couldn¡¯t see the exit and everything was dark. I struggled to open his eyes. My hair, which seemed to be burnt, was blowing wildly in the wind, damp and wet. His left leg was numb and upon inspection twisted in a bizarre angle, the white bone was stuck firmly in the space between the driver¡¯s seat and the door, and except for the rustling mechanical sound, the surroundings were as quiet as a dead rat. Is this how I die? Then it suddenly came to my mind. I was in a hurry to a late night event. I took the car keys from my manager who shook his head saying I should give up on it; he said it would be impossible to arrive on time, so I stubbornly climbed to the driver¡¯s seat alone. The highway was quiet, and as the scheduled time was rapidly approaching, I stepped on the accelerator to speed up. I didn¡¯t drink or take drugs but my right foot which was supposed to be on the brake was pressing down on the gas. On an empty road, a luxurious foreign car was speeding alone in the distance. The road entered a sharp turn, and the navigation warning message was heard from the car that did not slow down. The orange glow of the guardrails flashed dizzyingly and passed in front of my eyes. The car, which was still accelerating despite the warning messages, crashed into a different vehicle in front of it and drove through the guardrail. What do you even live for? It was a question that I was once asked in contempt. I couldn¡¯t pretend to not know the other meaning behind those words, so I smiled awkwardly, unable to say anything. I didn¡¯t hate your words, but they always hurt. There were many times when I had to work hard to forget them and I would choke up as if I¡¯m swallowing a needle. The car that crashed and steered off the road rolled several times. I could hear the sound of my head being thrown around and my legs twisting due to the impact. I couldn¡¯t think of anything. The pain in my body was too much. Even through the blurred vision, I smiled, but before even a small laugh could escape, I got startled as if I woke up from a dream, because of someone else¡¯s appearance in my head. Oppa, a sweet voice that calls out, with a sickly face wearing a hospital gown. Huh Frozen in shock, waking up from the daydream and facing reality, the image of a young girl flowing through my brain, as if only waiting for this moment. She was smiling and her wrists were way too thin. This moment was deplorable because she wanted to cry from the pain, but felt bad for not being able to hold back while biting her lips. ¡®I hope you are popular¡¯.I knew that she was happy for me, even if it seemed like she was jealous. Uh¡­ Uh¡­ ¡®Before you get married. I need to pay all of my debts, get rid of your illness, and buy you a pretty wedding dress.¡¯ ¡®I want to buy that for you¡¯. Her face turned red from my words, and she shouted back. ¡®How old do you think I am right now? And you are already talking about marriage!¡¯ I liked the way she pulled at her blanket, as if embarrassed. Brushing her dishevelled hair, it was as if we were finally at peace. The hellish times are already behind us. How did I forget you? There was no hope for a person that had already been completely destroyed. Through the blurry vision, someone could be seen through the shattered window. It was evident that the cars had crashed into each other. ¡®I¡¯m sorry¡¯. The words I couldn¡¯t say melted in my tongue. A hot liquid kept wetting my face. ¡®I am so weak that I have no confidence to live any longer, but still someone, someone please protect this child. Despite how strong she acts, she¡¯s still very vulnerable, and doesn¡¯t know the world in which she must now live alone.¡¯ In the midst of the intensely piercing pain, I prayed and prayed for a wish that could not even be said out loud. As my continued prayers filled the quiet space, my consciousness grew further and further away. Meaningless moments that I can¡¯t let go of flashed before my eyes blurring together until my vision flickered and cleared up again. There are promises that have not been kept. There¡¯s someone waiting. ¡®When are you the happiest?¡¯ One day, darkness suddenly came to witness the last of your voice, which had been pointlessly asking all your life. The lights went out. Chapter 1 The colours that spread on the sky through the window were dazzling. As the sun was setting, I thought that the blowing wind was quite cold, and a white hand reached from somewhere skillfully closing the open window. I admired the man for a short while, he was tall and had great proportions, the man¡¯s head, which was only showing his back, slightly turned around and stared my way. His face was slowly revealed with the swaying of the curtains. Am I dreaming? Lee Ha-Jin looked at the man in front of him and blinked. What a beautiful face, he seemed somewhat familiar. The man who had a smile on his face approached him at a quick pace. Oh, he¡¯s going to bump into me. Even before he thought so, the man lightly passed through his body, with that empty feeling Lee Ha-Jin clicked his tongue this time. I guess I really am dreaming huh. The man who passed right through him sat down in a simple chair beside the bed, and then he started mumbling about something quietly. As he got closer, a little girl, who was hidden from his view by the man¡¯s body, popped out. She had a pale face and dazzling round eyes, she was so pretty that you could see at a glance that she would be a beautiful woman when she grew up. As Lee Ha-Jin stared at the little girl, thinking that her small mouth and her whispering resembled a canary bird, he realised that the bed, IV, and a room covered in white paint everywhere was clearly a hospital room. It was a lonely sight because the one bed in the room was exceptionally big. Why am I dreaming about something that I don¡¯t even know? Replaying my memories from earlier today, I¡¯m sure I was definitely on my way home after making a deal. But strangely enough, after that, all I could see was pitch black. Did I pass out? Lee Ha-Jin looked down again at the man and the little girl. The man¡¯s fingertips were gently brushing the girl¡¯s hair. It was a careful and tender movement that felt like it was meant to touch something precious, that was what he felt when he saw those two for the first time. The conversation was calm and full of mundane things. The little girl was smiling when their eyes met, blushed and pretended to vomit at the man¡¯s jokes that she occasionally heard. A soft silence, a gentle touch. The hospital room, where there were only the two of them, was full of such things, and there was something so distant that he felt as if it was a different world. It was quiet, and Lee Ha-jin was just staring at the two without saying a word from the opposite side of the hospital room. Then, like an illusion, time went by. The man would return home and would come back a few days later late at night, and as soon as he opened the door of the hospital room and came in, Lee Ha-Jin could tell right away how important the child was to him. The way his face changed, from an expression of wandering somewhere in hell aimlessly and finally returning home. The tired man¡¯s face softens at the girl¡¯s voice calling out to him; ¡®oppa¡¯. He looked relieved. The peaceful time passed by slowly, and Lee Ha-jin was just staring at the two without saying a word. I don¡¯t know when it will end, but I think it¡¯s not a bad dream. The wait wasn¡¯t very long. When he stirred at a certain feeling that ran through his head, the door of the hospital room that had been closed became transparent as if it was announcing that it was time to wake up. It was an unbelievably delicate dream; it took him a moment to dispel the magic and he woke up in his usual seat with a gentle smile on his face. ¡®Please protect this child,¡¯ It was the man. Those words came out from his mouth while he was staring at him with a gaze full of desperation.¡¯ I am so weak that I have no confidence to live any longer, ¡® With a quiet voice, the man¡¯s gaze fell on a corner of the bed that was now empty. He looked tired. ¡®She doesn¡¯t know the world in which she must now live alone, so please She is unaware of this hellish reality. So, I wanted you to protect that child¡­¡¯ he could see the wet streaks on the face of the begging man. Every person who fell into despair always made the same face. Thinking that he had a similar face to that, Lee Ha-jin turned around and tried to leave the hospital room. The end of those who knew despair was always the same, and he was not the kind of person who sympathised with it or felt sorry for it. ¡®Yeah, I¡¯m sure it was.¡¯ Stopping dead in his tracks, Lee Ha-Jin looked down at the man who was crying silently. The hazy memories were slowly flooding into his mind. I was on my way home from the deal. Dae-joon, who was driving, glanced at the rear-view mirror anxiously. ¡®Boss, The car in the back isn¡¯t showing any signs of slowing down.¡¯ I opened my tired eyes, told him to let it pass us, and then closed them back again. I had a premonition that something stil was amiss. And at the next moment, ¡®Fuck!¡¯ When I opened my eyes reflexively to Dae-joon¡¯s loud voice, the car drove through the guardrail and crashed seemingly because it had been hit hard from the back. Oh, this is how I¡¯m going to die. Lee Ha-jin remembered the last part of his dream. Closeby, the man, who had clearly crashed into his car, was crying sadly with a bloody face. The man from his dream was identical to the man who is crying in front of him now. Get out of here! His head flooded with thoughts of danger. Yeah, I have to go. Then he tried to move slowly, but he couldn¡¯t move as if his foot was stuck to the floor, as he heard the sound of the man¡¯s voice again. ¡®I am so weak that I have no confidence to live any longer, but still someone, someone please protect this child. Please, somebody¡­ Please please¡­.¡¯ It resembled a prayer. The flow of tears showed no signs of stopping, and the man¡¯s cheeks were soaked. When he felt that he couldn¡¯t wait any longer, the legs he could not move previously finally left their position. The man¡¯s cry grew louder as he walked without hesitation toward the closed door. In the afternoon in the hospital room, by the window where the sun shines, where only the two of them spend time together. His hand stretched out. *** His palms were soaked in tears, not knowing that they were actually mercy for the rest of his life. ¡®I got it. Don¡¯t cry.¡¯ Lee Ha-jin¡¯s hand headed to the man¡¯s cheek instead of the doorknob in the hospital room. The man, who was crying, raised his head at his awkward voice as he clumsily wiped his wet cheeks. Their eyes met, and looking at Lee Ha-jin, the man smiled with a wet face as if he had witnessed kindness for the first time in his life. The man smiled sadly and his face started to slowly fade away. Everything began to spin dizzyingly as if the space around them was breaking, and in between, a man¡¯s cracking voice could be heard over and over again. ¡®Thank you, thank you. And¡­.¡¯ his vision is getting darker. The sound is gradually disappearing. ¡®And¡­ I¡¯m sorry.¡¯ After those words, everything went black. Chapter 2 The public was buzzing due to the sudden incident. The death of Lee Si-Hyun, a member of the popular idol group Remegeton. The trending keywords on various forum sites were all covered with that, and numerous reporters and fans flocked to the hospital, but no one could enter due to tight security. As a result, all kinds of speculations and rumours became rampant and seemed to ride the wave of mourning, but soon began to spread a vicious rumour. It might be natural. Lee Si-Hyun was the only member who had more antis than fans. [Anonymous] Maybe he died because he was being punished by god. Comments of such fashion received more support than hate and were at the forefront of the discussion. Most of the comments below were also vulgar or malicious, and sometimes, there were comments asking not to insult the deceased, but most of them were buried silently. ¡®What should I do if I can¡¯t take the money I earned to the afterlife after doing everything I did; I tried to leave Remegeton and to move to the other company, but I ended up leaving my life¡¯ Public opinion turned back to sympathy, despite the vicious comments still piling up. Comments started coming up saying that the people who posted malicious comments went too far and that it was too much to insult the dead in that fashion. All of them were not funny. At that time, Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s younger sister was exhausted and collapsed while sobbing on the spot after confirming her brother¡¯s body, and all the members who ran in a hurry looked dark and silent. Seo Ra-Jun, the only one who showed tears, caressed the back of Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s hand, which had hardened because he was a corpse, he could not even look at the body covered in white cloth. Feeling that he was not alive, he cried louder, once again, the morgue was engulfed in silence after Lee San-Yu, who couldn¡¯t stand it, took Seo Ra-Jun outside. They couldn¡¯t say anything. The last time they saw him, only swearwords were thrown around. Rumours that he would leave the group without consulting with them made the members who heard about it ask him if they were true, Lee Si-Hyun simply went into his room without saying anything. Someone turned him by his shoulder and pushed him harshly. It was Kang Eui-Hyun, who was hot-tempered, he turned his eyes to Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s urging him to talk with a tired face. ¡®How much more should we endure? You punk!¡¯ Criticism poured down with harsh swear words as if the dissatisfactions of the past had finally exploded. Lee San-Yu was silent, and Yoo Chan went into the studio. In the meantime, only Seo Ra-Joon tried to stop the fight, but it didn¡¯t work. Lee Si-hyun seemed to have lost his mind gradually. The room stayed still, until Kang Eui-Hyun tired from grabbing Lee Si-Hyun and not getting a reply, he cussed and left him alone. Seo Ra-Jun, who came late, patted him on the shoulder, asking if he was okay, but he suddenly stood up and approached the manager who had been watching him restlessly, saying, ¡°Well, I have to go film.¡± Filming? Everyone was dumbfounded and watched as he forcibly took the car key from the manager who shook his head saying that it would be impossible to go now and asked to just cancel the schedule. Then Kang Eui-Hyun, who only looked at him going out without even stopping him, burst out in rage again. ¡®You crazy Punk!¡¯ He kicked a chair which hit the ground with a loud bang. After a while they heard the news. Lee Si-Hyun, who came back, was now a cold corpse. It was a car accident. It was too late at night, and it was a desolate place, so the paramedics couldn¡¯t arrive immediately, they crashed out of the guardrail. Everyone was speechless to hear that they had been left in pain for about an hour in a state of being unable to open their mouths. Kang Eui-Hyun bowed his head. Lee Si-hyun, who was lying down, remained the same even after he blinked several times. ¡®No matter how much I hated you and how angry I was, or how frustrated I was. Even so We never said you could go and die¡­ Hey, Get up. You¡¯re trying to deceive us again right? You think we wouldn¡¯t know?¡­ Did you really think I¡¯d fall for it?¡­¡¯ Realising his voice was trembling, Kang Eui-Hyun did not stop talking. He¡¯s scared that this is really the last time he sees him. ¡®Lee Si-Hyun, wake up. I won¡¯t get mad if you wake up now. I¡¯ll be patient¡­ I will be patient. I¡¯ll do that. Please¡­¡¯ However, it was not long after he burst into tears , he could not endure the cold appearance of Lee Si-Hyun, who wouldn¡¯t wake up no matter how many times the trembling voice asked him. And after that night. The Internet began to be plastered with shocking reports that Lee Si-Hyun, who was declared dead, opened his eyes again. Chapter 3 I¡¯m going to die of boredom It was the only sentence that occupied Lee Ha-Jin¡¯s mind. When he opened his eyes, grabbed his spinning head and raised his body, he realised that he is sore all over and clicked his tongue slightly, Because of these useless vivid dreams A man¡¯s voice seems to be hovering around me, so I blinked a few more times and saw someone¡¯s shadow. And before it looked clear, I groaned a little, someone¡¯s hugging my body, but the opponent only strengthened his grip as if he could not hear it. With a short sigh, I blinked a few more times, and the surroundings began to look clearer than before. Hospital bed, IV, a room with white walls, I felt that it was no different from the girl¡¯s space. I dreamt another dream then. Immediately after waking up from a dream that I didn¡¯t even know, when I opened my eyes all I could see was pitch black. I tried to close my eyes again because I thought I hadn¡¯t woken up from my dream yet, but my back began to tremble in the cold air that was sipping through my bones, and I realised that this is not a dream. After realising that he was lying naked, he tried to move his body, but the narrow space was not enough to move his body, making him irritated. Bang! When he punched the space presumed to be the wall with annoyance, there was a ringing sound inside. The sound made his ears numb, but at some point, after hitting it several times. A presence was felt from outside. The rustling sound of clothes was getting closer and closer. He felt the space where he was lying was opening up. Suddenly, I closed my eyes reflexively to the bright light that filled my vision, and when I opened it again a little later, I saw people looking down at me in amazement. ¡®Why do you look at me like that?¡¯ I wanted to say that, but the pain that came over in an instant made me lose my consciousness again. I don¡¯t know. I hope I¡¯m not naked the next time I wake up. With that thought, darkness came again. Since then, my consciousness has continued to turn on and turn off like a fluorescent lamp. I felt that there were people who kept standing by my side, but it wasn¡¯t quite what I anticipated. I saw a man hugging me and other men looking at me anxiously. ¡°Hey, you punk. I knew you were trying to fool us again¡±. ¡°I knew you¡¯d wake up¡±. Yeah, you¡¯re amazing to know all that. With a blank face, Ha-Jin responded inside, while rolling his eyes. In fact, as soon as I woke up, the feeling of being hugged by a young man and saying some unintelligible words whether it was a curse or a concern was not pleasant, but I didn¡¯t come to my senses yet and I felt tired of someone crying while looking at me, so I relaxed my body. But the words of that man did not end. ¡°Hey, why aren¡¯t you talking? You¡¯re good at being mean. Say Something, Huh? Is there something wrong?¡± Those inconsiderate words were stopped by the man with a soft expression, who looked down on me gently as if happy to see me. ¡°Stop it, Eui-Hyun. Si-Hyun just woke up.¡± ¡°That¡¯s right. Looking at Si-Hyun¡¯s expression, he¡¯s out of his mind right now¡±. Perhaps the words worked, but the man¡¯s body, who was hugging me, frustratingly only barely let go. And Ha-Jin, who was able to breathe comfortably again, leaned back against the bedhead. I felt like I was going to die of suffocation. But who the hell are these guys talking about? When I looked around, I saw four men surrounding my bed. The man who hugged me was annoyingly muttering harsh words but couldn¡¯t take his eyes off of me, and the person next to him, who was patting his shoulders as if to soothe him, was clearly the man with the soft expression a while ago. The man standing next to him silently is tall and has an expressionless face, so I don¡¯t know what he¡¯s thinking. Lastly, the man, who has been looking at me anxiously like a puppy from the left, gently sweeps the back of my hand and holds my hand tightly as if he was relieved. In short, they were all strangers. ¡°What is this?¡± Ha-Jin took his hand to his neck because his voice was hoarse. He felt that his skin was very soft. ¡°Isn¡¯t it chaotic? Are you sick somewhere?¡± ¡°You just woke up after a week, Si-Hyun¡± ¡°As if you couldn¡¯t wake up earlier, why did you sleep so much, I almost got annoyed¡± ¡°Again, you say something that you don¡¯t even mean.¡± ¡°Eui-Hyun over here was the most worried about you, Si-Hyun, he was clinging to you, didn¡¯t even eat while looking after you¡± ¡°When did I do that!?¡± ¡°Does your throat hurt? Do you want some water?¡± When I was staring silently at the two who started bickering while talking, the puppy-like man carefully asked me. Come to think of it, I was about to nod my head because I thought I was thirsty, but before I nodded my head, there was a cup of water sticking out in front of me. Looking up in front of me, was a man who had been standing there with an expressionless face since earlier. The water was placed on a table near the bed, maybe the man noticed me touching my hoarse throat. It was an unbecoming delicate consideration because it looks like he would never blink an eye if anyone died. After greeting him quietly with his eyes, Ha-Jin immediately picked up the glass of water and drank it without leaving anything behind. When I emptied the cup I silently returned it to its place. When I spaced out looking at the glass, he called me, saying, ¡°Si-Hyun Hyung?¡± Oh, who now? ¡°Who is Si-Hyun?¡± ¡°Huh? Huh?¡± ¡°And who are you guys?¡± ¡°Hey, Lee Si-Hyun, have you gone crazy? ¡°I don¡¯t think so? But why are you suddenly talking to me informally?¡± Looking at a man in his early 20¡¯s, Ha-Jin frowned. The way he speaks without hesitation. All the casual talk was unfamiliar. It was a natural reaction for Ha-Jin because he was always aware that he was in a difficult position wherever he was. Even if it¡¯s not what he wanted. ¡°Does your head hurt?¡± The hand touching his forehead was smooth, as if the owner of the hand was worried about chasing off the thoughts that he had in his head. ¡°Well, it doesn¡¯t seem you have a fever¡± ¡°Si-Hyun, do you really not remember anything?¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡± ¡°Don¡¯t worry; it¡¯s probably because you just woke up. There was a big car accident: Everyone was worried because you were hurt a lot.¡± ¡°¡­ I¡¯ll bring a doctor.¡± I remember everything. However, the name Si-Hyun and the memory of these people do not exist. As I was looking at the man explaining the situation softly in a low voice, I could see the expressionless man who handed me water earlier, going out of the hospital room quickly, saying that he would call a doctor. Ha-Jin sighed briefly. I shouldn¡¯t be doing this here; I had to go back quickly. I had to know Dae-Joon¡¯s situation, and there were still a couple of important transactions left. But the atmosphere here, I don¡¯t think they will listen to me even if I say it. It was a moment when I tried moving my body with the thought that it would be faster to leave the hospital room and find out for myself. ¡®Throb¡¯ I stopped moving due to the burning pain in my left leg. I definitely didn¡¯t feel anything earlier. When I quickly rolled up the loose patient cloth surrounding the leg by rolling up the sheet, I saw a leg that had no problem in appearance. Yeah, now that I look at it¡­ ¡°¡­¡­¡­?¡± What¡¯s with these white and thin legs? Ha-Jin blinked and looked at his smooth, exposed legs, and was lost in thought. Come to think of it, my fingers are too white and thin. Earlier, I just ignored it because I was not in my right mind, but the voice that I spit out was really boyish, which was different from my usual voice. What could this be? Suddenly, I felt the chills flowing down my spine, ignoring the worried words saying ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± and hurried down from the bed. No way. Are you filming a movie now? He opened the door that looked like a bathroom quickly with his legs that didn¡¯t feel any pain. ¡°Huh¡­¡± It has a thin, white face, and a wet red double eyelid, a beautiful nose and moderately plump lips. A beauty that does not seem to belong to this world because it is so beautiful. ¡°oh fuck¡± Ha-Jin knew this face. ¡°You¡¯re crazy, you only asked me to protect your younger sister, not this¡± The face that looked desperate, couldn¡¯t stop crying and smiled sadly even at the last minute. The man in my dream was staring at me with a ridiculous look in the mirror. *** Admiration, surprise, doubt, puzzlement. The doctor, who couldn¡¯t properly manage his facial expression while searching through the chart, looked at Si-Hyun in front of him, groaning helplessly. There was nothing wrong with his left leg. Yesterday, his leg was so twisted that even his bones were showing. But now everything was fine, except for light scratches. But how could he explain this perfectly healthy leg? In fact, there were many other things that he couldn¡¯t understand. When Lee Si-Hyun was transferred, he swore that he wasn¡¯t breathing and even checked that he went into a rigour mortis state as well. Although the body was covered in blood, it was possible to quickly recognize who was carried in. How can you not know? A member of a famous idol group who never misses a commercial, drama, or an entertainment show. He was so surprised he couldn¡¯t move for a few seconds and just stared blankly when such a famous person was carried in, as a corpse. It was when he came down to the morgue the next day for an autographed autopsy after identification. How chilling it was to hear a banging sound somewhere. He thought he heard it wrong, but realised that he was not hallucinating because the face of the nurse next to him turned blue. The sound was loud and was heard several times, the source was the freezer where Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s body was stored last night. With trembling hands, the doctor slowly pulled the handle of the freezer, his and the nurse¡¯s eyes open wide because of what they saw that night. Aaaah! Hw screamed without a sound from the surprise, there was Lee Si-Hyun, who frowned as much as he could as if he were blinded, and soon distorted his expression and painfully closed his eyes. Time flew by like crazy after that, the doctor¡¯s heart was pounding as he checked for the pulse in Si-Hyun¡¯s wrist. Unlike what he saw in the emergency room, the body which was horribly messed up was now normal except for some bruises here and there. People came to the doctor¡¯s office and asked to bring a picture of the body that was taken as evidence, but he couldn¡¯t find it There was no picture of the accident anywhere. And I was so surprised, I thought that the broken legs and the messed up body were actually a dream. ¡°Excuse me doc, is Si-Hyun okay?¡± The man with the soft expression asked with a worried face, and the doctor, who came to his senses, raised his head. Next to him, Eui-Hyun was frowning with a face that seemed to ask if he could trust this person. ¡°Hmm¡­.¡± said the doctor who coughed briefly. ¡°Temporary memory impairment caused by an accident, no health problems, and let¡¯s wait and see if PTSD is present.¡± Even if the doctor said it was okay, everyone looked worried at Si-Hyun who was sitting on the bed with an expressionless face. Where am I? Who are you? And suddenly ran to the bathroom, looked in the mirror, and was in that state the whole time. Even if they talked to him, he didn¡¯t answer back, and his face was like that just before the accident, so everyone was anxious. ¡°¡­Doctor.¡± ¡°If I remember correctly¡­ I have a younger sister right?¡± ¡°Oh! Do you remember? She is currently in our hospital. But suddenly, the condition is a bit¡­¡± ¡°Is there something wrong with her?¡± ¡°That¡¯s¡­..¡± ¡°She cried until she was exhausted after that car accident, and she hadn¡¯t regained her consciousness as of now.¡± Si-Hyun was silent for a moment when he was told that she was still unconscious due to a severe fever after collapsing. Another worrisome situation on his hands. I don¡¯t know anything else, but Si-Hyun didn¡¯t seem to be a terrible brother. The reason why no one could be sure about him being a good brother was because they didn¡¯t hear it in person. Si-Hyun was a member who never said a word about himself in the first place. Even though they had been together for two years, there were so many things they never knew. However, they knew that I would make time every few days no matter what. I didn¡¯t say anything, but everyone knew that it was to meet my weak sister. ¡°May I go and see her?¡± The doctor nodded several times even before thinking about it, asking him with a desperate face. He forgot for a while because he was occupied by the things he couldn¡¯t understand, but he had no choice but to tell him that anything was okay if he asked him with that face. Even if he knew that the word beautiful was a little awkward to stick to a man, he felt like he was a celebrity because when he saw Si-Hyun¡¯s face, he could only think of those things. As soon as I got permission, I wondered how many steps my body was able to walk by itself without help, and I stumbled a little. ¡®Oh¡¯ I reached out, but this time again, the man with the expressionless face, who was standing silently, was fast. He was quite careful with his hands holding my wrist with a blunt face and wrapped his hand around my waist. Somehow, I felt like I was really a patient, I frowned yet the man helped me again. Si-Hyun, who sighed slightly, eventually entrusted himself to th man. It was a gesture of a person who knew well that giving up quickly was more comfortable. Her pale face was whiter than what he had seen in the dream. It was very sad to see her breathing heavily, but the face of Lee Si-Hyun who looked down at it was expressionless. I rather wished she didn¡¯t exist, but seeing this girl right in front of me, gave this situation a sense of reality. I didn¡¯t know what happened. Immediately after the accident, when I opened my eyes I was already in this state. However, it was certain that I entered this man¡¯s body. And I don¡¯t know the way out. Well, then it can¡¯t be helped. In the first place, Lee Ha-Jin was not very determined. He was thorough about what he had to do, but except for that, he generally gave up quickly and had a very indifferent tendency to just be a bystander. Even at the moment of his death after leaving the guardrail, He just died without resisting. To the point where that bland feeling was everything he had felt. The white hand of the man he had always seen in his dreams is now his and holds the girl¡¯s cheek. The child he saw closely was much smaller than what he thought. ¡°Hi.¡± The voice, which was beautiful but sharp, naturally changed to a soft tone. When I realised that it was the voice that always called this girl, the voice in my dream slowly rises and subsides. ¡®I¡¯m pretending to be strong, but I¡¯m still very weak for a long time. So, I¡­ ¡® The hand that was stroking on the cheek glided down. It is a neck that is likely to break even with a little force. Si-Hyun¡¯s face, looking down at it silently, was briefly colored with insidious light. I said I¡¯ll help him, but I couldn¡¯t help being angry as if I had been scammed. What will happen if I break her neck like this? If he knows that his sister, who he was worried about even after he died, has died in vain, is he going to become a demon and come back to my dreams to haunt me? I thought it was a fairly reliable guess, and I grabbed her thin neck gently. Death is so light and unjust. Lee Ha-Jin was a man who witnessed death from a young age. With a father who was a head of a company, he grew up without knowing what affection from his mother was, then his father left his wife and took her place being cold. He had no ambition nor spirit, but because of his evil mother, he had no choice but to take his rightful place. ¡°Finance¡± It was called finance when you put it in good words, but in short, it was a private loan business. There were so many people in the world that needed money, and it was simpler to lure those people gently and suck up to them than breathing. I know people with desperate faces. Even the end of those people. Unpleasant memories crept out like a snake. It¡¯s not good to ask for a favour rather than to protect yourself with your own strength. ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡± It can¡¯t be helped. Ha-jin released his hand that was holding the child¡¯s neck. I knew it was useless to vent my anger towards this child. The face with her eyes closed without knowing that she almost died was pathetic. You must have felt like the world was falling apart when you saw your cold brother¡¯s face. ¡°Wake up.¡± ¡°Hurry and wake up and¡­¡± I¡¯ll protect you and your brother. ¡°Stop crying, and smile.¡± I told you I¡¯ll protect you. Chapter 4 Does losing one¡¯s memory change the personality as well? Looking at Si-Hyun fiddling with his smartphone in the hospital gown, all the members were pondering this question. Maybe it was normal. Because Si-Hyun was very reluctant to be with other people in the first place. In case of riding a van and on stages where they had to move together, it was inevitable, he had no choice but to go back to the dorm and spend most of the time not coming out. It seemed that Si-Hyun was attached to the dormitory. But Si-Hyun generally did not return there. Not only did he come alone to events or stages, narrowly crossing the breach of the contract, but the members heard rumors that Si-Hyun was selling himself to a few sponsors, so everyone argued and tried to stop him. ¡°Are you really crazy? Why the hell are you doing this?!¡± The words that flew from Eui-Hyun, who shouted them, were simple. ¡°Because I need money.¡± Eui-Hyun couldn¡¯t even say a word seeing him walking into his room with those words. It was like disrespecting everyone who was making money rightly. There was no way fans could be unaware of the increasingly twisted relationship between Si-Hyun and the members, and rumors that had been circling back and forth spread rapidly. Some fans got sick of this and left, but nevertheless, Si-Hyun was still holding his head up firmly without hesitation. It won¡¯t look good. From that point on, the rumors surrounding Si-Hyun became more inflated, exaggerated and malicious. I had nothing to say about my own gain. ¡°What¡¯s up with these names?¡± Si-Hyun, who was staring at the phone screen, frowned and asked. San-Yu was wondering what he was looking hard at for a while, but he seemed to have searched for Remegeton. It¡¯s strangely cute; Si-Hyun tilted his head and opened his mouth again. ¡°¡±Reton¡±, short for Re-me-geton. A five-member male idol group. Leader. Amon. Zeffar, Kaim, Serre, and Ose.¡± ¡°Ah, that¡¯s a stage name.¡± ¡°A stage name?¡± ¡°Yes. We use stage names instead of our real ones because of the concept.¡± San-Yu, who said so, naturally sat down next to Si-Hyun and bowed his head. The body temperature coming from Si-Hyun was not too high. Whether he liked Si-Hyun or not, looking at his calm face and his soft smile, he definitely looked like a celebrity. Even if Ha-Jin doesn¡¯t care about other people¡¯s faces, looking at them, the faces of the four people here are good-looking. ¡°Now, look.¡± San-Yu tapped the names in the smartphone and began to explain one by one. ¡°Amon is Eui-Hyun. Kang Eui-hyun. 23 years old. The one who cried as soon as you woke up¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t cry!¡± ¡°Oh really? Anyway, he¡¯s the rapper and the leader of the group¡± ¡°Zeffar is me. They usually call me oppa. Do you remember my name? San-Yu. It¡¯s Lee San-Yu. It¡¯s important, so even if you forget Kang Eui-Hyun¡¯s name, please remember my name, Si-Hyun~ah¡± ¡°Do you really want to die?¡± ¡°I¡¯m the same age as Eui-hyun. Kaim is you. Your name is Lee Si-Hyun, and you¡¯re 22 years old. Do you have any questions?¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡± ¡°Hmm¡­ Okay, ask me if you want to know something later¡± ¡°Serre is Seo Ra-Jun. That kid who¡¯s been whining and chasing you like a puppy. This is a secret, but Ra-Jun likes you a lot¡± ¡°Ah, Hyung!¡± ¡°Isn¡¯t it? Then, did I get it wrong?¡± ¡°See, Si-Hyun~ah, Ra-Jun says he doesn¡¯t like you¡± ¡°No! I really do like him!¡± ¡°Is that so?¡­ Even if he looks young, He¡¯s already a 20-years-old adult¡± ¡°Lastly, Ose is Yoo Chan over there. He¡¯s misunderstood a lot because his expression is always like that, but he¡¯s just quiet. In fact, he is the most mature out of all of us. He¡¯s more like a hyung than Kang Eui-Hyun, and is still 19 years old. Isn¡¯t he amazing? But in a few weeks, he will be an adult¡± ¡°Do you get it?¡± I¡¯ve always been good at memorising. I nodded my head while engraving the explanation that continued like a rapid-fire gun. He gently rubbed my hair as if I had done well. I looked down on my smartphone again thinking about whether I had a good relationship with him from the beginning due to the very familiar behaviour. But the member¡¯s gaze at Si-Hyun was strange. The face that used to scowl at the slightest touch, now was casually loosened. Ra-Jun, who was hesitating, approached and carefully touched Si-Hyun¡¯s pale hand, which was lying on the sheets. After a moment of hesitation, he gently grabbed his hand and a short glance followed. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± It was a low and dreary voice. ¡°Just, because I like you¡± What do you mean? Si-Hyun, who lightly clicked his tongue, turned his eyes away, but still didn¡¯t remove his hand. However, Ra-Jun still smiled as if he was relieved, gently touching his pale skin. The back of his hand was hardened without blood. Body temperature cold enough to shake your fingertips. As if everything now was a lie. [Re-me-geton 1X1018 TVK Music Chart RUN Lax High Definition-Fifteen GIF + My selfishness | +KIMI Included] Oh, first of all¡­ Ah¡­ Ah¡­ I¡¯m crying TT TT TT Does this make sense? This concept is amazing. There were a lot, but this¡­This¡­ Oppa¡­ TT TT TT TT I was kneeling down in front of the TV. You have to watch this in a reverent manner TT TT Reton wasn¡¯t supposed to be this refreshing, but I was pushing ahead with the oppa concept and suddenly¡­ TT TT TT I¡¯d appreciate it if you could come with an open mind. Thank you so much, boss, stylist, manager. First, take my bow TT TT TT TT No need for all these words, just watch the video: (1X1018) Today¡¯s natural Reton Lax high-definition full version. avi) * * * Oh oppa, I really don¡¯t know what to say¡­ [High Definition Youtube Video Link] I don¡¯t think that¡¯s possible, but my consideration for everyone who didn¡¯t get the link yet!!!! As you can see¡­ They look drowsy¡­ but it¡¯s¡­ Fatal¡­ Especially in the second half, the song suddenly stops and all the five of them turn their heads and sigh as if they were sleepy TT TT TT TT My heart is beating so fast!!! I¡¯m still a minor, but, is that sexiness I see? Huh? Someone call the police, ^^ There¡¯s a prospective criminal here. Me ^^ Amon was so energetic and hot¡­ Wasn¡¯t Monmon famous for his fierce looks? But today his potential exploded¡­ and honestly, I¡­ I didn¡¯t expect it at all. And our Serre¡­ still, like a puppy¡­ Like an angel¡­ you know *crying* Our Serre TT¡­ but today, our sanctuary was broken. Our dancing machine hit it from the beginning¡­ Lord TT TT TT TT It was such a hard routine I think I fell for him again¡­ Ah, and Kaim¡­ Honestly, I don¡¯t have much to say about him¡­ I admit it was a hit this time too. I can¡¯t deny this. He was the only one who was quiet during the warm concept, but it really felt like he became more lively during this concept. It also hurts that there are so many people who became fans of this. But I don¡¯t know. When I see the stage, I open my mouth and admire it, but the more I fan the Reton, the more I fall for it¡­ And after the show I heard that he did something big. LOL On his way back to the van, a fan (She¡¯s also an individual fan of Kaim) cried and was pushed from behind and touched Kaim. Other fans said she reached out without even realizing she would fall, but the problem was that she was pushed by Kaim as soon as she touched him¡­ Also I heard that Kaim looked at her coldy and cursed at her. (Not sure) My Serre greeted the fans kindly and signed their stuff, and after that incident, he went in quickly. TT TT His eyes were shaking and he asked if the fan was okay. TT TT TT TT Our Ose didn¡¯t say much back then either, But he didn¡¯t look so happy¡­ They said he¡¯s always in a bad relationship with the other members because of this, there¡¯s a rumor that he¡¯s the only one who uses a room for two people by himself. I wasn¡¯t going to say this, but I heard that Kaim sponsors are starting a war. Do you want to make money by doing that? I don¡¯t understand¡­ I already knew he was crazy about money, but these days it¡¯s really amazing. I¡¯m nervous because I think our oppa¡¯s image is getting worse TT TT if that¡¯s the case, I¡¯d rather just want him to leave. It¡¯d be unimaginable if we were talking about other groups, but he¡¯s just¡­ oh¡­ Oh, I¡¯m suddenly hit with reality. I¡¯ll put the Gifs on the attached file, everyone¡­ I¡¯m going to watch their videos to recover from my mental breakdown¡­ Comments (458) £ß * Oh my God. You and I are the same TT TT I kept on repeating the sigh endlessly * Today¡¯s performance, the cameraman is fucking shit, but our oppa¡¯s overcome that with their beauty. * It was shocking to be honest¡­ £ß . . . £ß * Yes, today¡¯s performance was a huge hit; the stubborn individual fan who was pushed back over there was my friend¡­ Yes, the rumors surrounding him were dirty, and he was hard on the fans, and instead of giving fan service, he worked with a dark face every day, She even made a Kaim placard and cheered for him, but she was pushed back from behind by other fans, and hit Kaim, she didn¡¯t know she would hit Kaim when she fell TT TT Serre woke her up from her bewildered state, but she couldn¡¯t understand the situation well and she cried because she was in pain and after everyone went to the van. He said he found out because other fans told him; I knew that he really hates when someone touches him, but this is too much¡­ My friend is crying profusely while talking about this on the phone. ¡°Don¡¯t look at that, hyung.¡± Si-Hyun, who had lost the phone he had been concentrating on reading, looked up and saw Ra-Jun who looked somewhat embarrassed, standing restlessly. What¡¯s wrong with him? Ra-Jun put the phone on the other side of the table and sat on a stool with his eyes wide open as if he were looking for something to say. It¡¯s so cute. Si-Hyun smiled lightly. He looked at Si-Hyun as if surprised. If this is not a puppy, what is? ¡°Why?¡± I asked, but he shook his head. ¡°What¡¯s the matter?¡± Seeing that, San-Yu cut off the phone call with someone and approached them. With a soft question, his silver hair shone in the sunlight. Thinking it was like a halo, and when Ra-Jun answers quietly, Si-Hyun reaches out his hand and messes up his head. It seemed like it was a habit, so he turned his attention away and averted his gaze. He didn¡¯t say anything, but in fact, Lee Ha-Jin was shocked. Lee Si-Hyun, whom he saw, begged all the time and was drenched in tears. He thought that Lee Si-Hyun was a weak-hearted and fragile person, but this is like being beaten in the back of his head. At first, he asked back several times because he thought he heard wrong that Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s job was an idol. For Ha-Jin, who only watched news or current affairs programs when he even turned on the TV, idol was a very unfamiliar word, so it was natural. As if he knew me, who wanted to escape from reality half-way, San-Yu, with a worried smile on his face, patted me on the shoulder saying that it¡¯s okay to rest for the time being since their activity has just ended not long ago. That wasn¡¯t what was important, but on the other hand, I gave up because I was wondering what to do even if I denied it. Yeah, what can I do if I deny it? It wasn¡¯t that I didn¡¯t think about it. I assumed for a while that I would go back to the world I originally had, but I had no choice but to give up the idea in an instant. I wondered what I was going to do with this face, the person I was dealing with liked the song on the last album, so why did he plan to quit? There was also a reason why he would want to commit suicide if he was criticized so much for the sponsorships. What is your face known for? However, since he is a famous idol, I searched for it because he was popular, and all the things that came out were accusations and malicious comments. What kind of life did this bastard Lee Si-Hyun live? The face that was crying sadly seems to be a lie, so I feel like I¡¯ve been scammed this time. And one more thing. What I couldn¡¯t understand was the situation with the members. No matter how many posts I read, the story about the discord between Lee Si-Hyun and the members appeared. It was said that there was nothing to say about it because it was an open secret that everyone already knew, but it seemed like a completely different situation to Ha-Jin. Ha-Jin, who repeated several times that it is okay not to come visit him now, and the members didn¡¯t listen to him and visited the hospital room every day. Where is the discord? The man named Seo Ra-Jun was obviously a loyal dog to be next to him without being separated for a moment, and Lee San-Yu naturally touched him and his friendly face did not seem to be an act. Kang Eui-Hyun who¡¯s going back and forth, even when he curses, he is the first to worry when his condition is strange or his expression is bad, so I think his personality is just like that. Lastly, Yoo Chan, with an expressionless face, doesn¡¯t seem to be interested in this at all, but ironically, the way he takes care of this and that the most and acts delicately seemed to be just quiet as Lee San-Yu said. I can¡¯t figure this out. It was a moment when Si-Hyun, who was looking at the members one by one with a blank expression, shook his head lightly as if he had given up thinking. With a short knock, the door of the hospital room opened and a man he saw for the first time showed his face. The man who entered the hospital room stood foolishly for a while as if he couldn¡¯t believe Si-Hyun¡¯s face was looking at him. Ra-Jun, who saw him, calls out to him softly, ¡°Hyung,¡± and then he comes to himself as if he has come to his senses. Staggering, he looked sickly on his face, so it felt like he was going to collapse at any moment. Who is it? I frowned, but when I looked at the members, it seemed like everyone else knew him. ¡°Si-Hyun¡­¡­¡­.¡± Oh. This feels ominous. ¡°You¡­¡­..Like this¡­..Really¡­¡­¡± ¡°You¡¯re alive, you¡¯re really¡­¡± Hhhuunnnnggggghhh Si-Hyun¡¯s premonition was not wrong. Si-Hyun looked down at the man whose face was buried in his lap, trembling and eventually bursting into tears with an absurd gaze. Do I look sad? Why does everyone cry when they see me? Looking at the man with a slightly tired face, it was funny to see him cry while saying what he wanted to say. ¡°I¡¯m going to drive from now on, and no one of you will be getting a car key. I thought you were dead, so I tried to die, too. I thought it was my fault; so you came out in my dreams without saying a word, you stole dozens of keys from me, but I don¡¯t have a car. ¡­¡­I¡¯m only driving the van from the company. I was so sad that I really cried¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­.?¡± Are you sad because I stole your car keys? Looking down at the man with a face resembling an unknown animal, everyone was turning or lowering their heads to hide the laughter they struggled to hold back. In the meantime, Yoo Chan poured water into the cup silently. Maybe he¡¯s trying to hand it over after the man finishes crying. Then Ra-Jun, who barely held back his laughter, opened his mouth. ¡°He¡¯s our manager.¡± ¡°When you got into the accident, you took the car key from the manager and left. You went out so quickly that he couldn¡¯t catch you, and a few hours later, the hospital contacted us and because of that, our manager passed out.¡± ¡°Our manager is really mentally weak.¡± He loosely held Si-Hyun and cried pathetically. If I leave it alone, I think he¡¯ll really just cry all day, so I sighed. I could barely understand the situation, but now I¡¯m tired of someone crying over something boring. Si-Hyun, who clicked his tongue, reached out without hesitation. He was too natural at grabbing the chin of a man who was crying with delicate hands and pulling it towards him. ¡°Okay, you will be the one who will drive from now on.¡± The close distance with less than a inch left, the voice with a slightly tired face was low and soft. ¡°So stop crying.¡± I¡¯m tired of people crying around me. As the manager, who was surprised by the sudden situation stuttered, Si-Hyun frowned and opened his mouth again. ¡°Answer¡± Only then did the manager nod eagerly at the stern voice. ¡°Yes, yes,¡± And when he added the last word, Si-Hyun¡¯s hand, which was holding his chin firmly, moved away as if satisfied. Not only the manager but also the members looked shocked. Even Yoo Chan¡¯s eyes were wide open. It was the face of someone that witnessed something unbelievable. Suddenly feeling very weak, Si-Hyun said, waving his hands. ¡°Everyone go out now, I¡¯m tired.¡± At first, it bothered me like clothes that didn¡¯t fit, but now I¡¯m getting used to this appearance to some extent, except when I look in the mirror in the bathroom. However, due to the tremendously increased sleep time, I couldn¡¯t adapt to closing my eyes all the time. What did this body do to ask for rest? Even though he thought he was weak, Si-Hyun closed his eyes without looking at the members who went out of the hospital room. ¡°Hey, who¡¯s that? Did I go into the wrong hospital room?¡± No, Si-Hyun is the only one who doesn¡¯t look like a human being. The manager, who suddenly experienced chaos, muttered frantically, but it was the same for everyone, they were also confused. They knew he had changed, but that was a little strange. Skilled hands, different facial expressions, and even the way he speaks. Rather than losing memories, it felt like he became an entirely different person. Except for that face, the old Lee Si-Hyun didn¡¯t exist anywhere else. Lee Si-Hyun was extremely reluctant to let anyone touch him. Except for unavoidable situations such as choreography. He was in such a serious condition that they wondered if he had mysophobia, which often led to large and small fights with the members. Well, most of them were friction with Kang Eui-Hyun. Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s face, which was memorable, was more sensitive than necessary and somewhat dark. He looked very tired. He had never said it out loud, so no one ever knew what was so hard on him and made him so exhausted. As if I were living in a different world alone, sometimes I was scared when I closed my eyes with a strange face that seemed to be unable to die. Is that why? To the members, Lee Si-Hyun was just like a sore thumb. Sometimes they hate it and get angry, but eventually they wrap it around and just let it go. Like the contents of the posts Si-Hyun read, the discord between Lee Si-Hyun and the members felt like walking on thin ice. However, when they saw Si-Hyun¡¯s face, which came back cold, they had only one thought. Emotions such as regret and guilt were mixed up all at once. The members, who were not immune to the death of a close person, were all shocked by the sudden death of Lee Si-Hyun. To the point where the morgue still appears in their dreams sometimes. So the appearance of Si-Hyun, who survived, was just like a miracle. Although it was covered by a cloth, all the members had confirmed the cold body. However, Lee Si-Hyun returned seemingly as their folie ¨¤ deux. Just with a light bruise, breathing casually, as if someone had given them another chance. They stayed by Si-Hyun¡¯s side, who didn¡¯t open his eyes the whole time. As soon as they saw him being alright, they thought they¡¯d accept it even if he screamed at them to get out of here. They will understand. And this time, they wanted to protect him from what made him so exhausted. However, Lee Si-Hyun, who opened his eyes, became a completely different person. Because Lee Si-Hyun just lost his memory. As if his old appearance, which used to be cold-hearted, was a ruse, there was nothing much to say even if Ra-Jun, who especially liked Si-Hyun grazed him a little in the past he would make a fuss, but now even if Ra-Jun touched him and held his hands he didn¡¯t say anything. He seemed to no longer care about San-Yu¡¯s reluctant touch. It was amazing how Si-Hyun didn¡¯t stand up to them even if they rubbed his head or talked to him affectionately. Even if he might say he was out of his mind when he saw the members next to him, he didn¡¯t kick them out, and there was no way for a fight to take place because he didn¡¯t chase Eui-Hyun, who he had a bad relationship with. The same was true of Chan¡¯s favour, which had been ignored. At first, he refused as if he felt awkward, now he accepted it quite naturally. Chan sometimes stopped at the sight of not forgetting to say thank you. What¡¯s wrong? And he would shake his head saying it¡¯s nothing when asked. So they were worried. They didn¡¯t hate it, but it was so good that they wished he would stay like this, but when they witnessed someone else¡¯s face just like now, they felt anxious. As if it was a complete stranger. The thoughts of wanting him to regain his memories and not were complicatedly conflicting in everyone¡¯s heads. It was an issue that could not be addressed yet. Chapter 4.1 Does losing one¡¯s memory change the personality as well? Looking at Si-Hyun fiddling with his smartphone in the hospital gown, all the members were pondering this question. Maybe it was normal. Because Si-Hyun was very reluctant to be with other people in the first place. In case of riding a van and on stages where they had to move together, it was inevitable, he had no choice but to go back to the dorm and spend most of the time not coming out. It seemed that Si-Hyun was attached to the dormitory. But Si-Hyun generally did not return there. Not only did he come alone to events or stages, narrowly crossing the breach of the contract, but the members heard rumors that Si-Hyun was selling himself to a few sponsors, so everyone argued and tried to stop him. ¡°Are you really crazy? Why the hell are you doing this?!¡± The words that flew from Eui-Hyun, who shouted them, were simple. ¡°Because I need money.¡± Eui-Hyun couldn¡¯t even say a word seeing him walking into his room with those words. It was like disrespecting everyone who was making money rightly. There was no way fans could be unaware of the increasingly twisted relationship between Si-Hyun and the members, and rumors that had been circling back and forth spread rapidly. Some fans got sick of this and left, but nevertheless, Si-Hyun was still holding his head up firmly without hesitation. It won¡¯t look good. From that point on, the rumors surrounding Si-Hyun became more inflated, exaggerated and malicious. I had nothing to say about my own gain. ¡°What¡¯s up with these names?¡± Si-Hyun, who was staring at the phone screen, frowned and asked. San-Yu was wondering what he was looking hard at for a while, but he seemed to have searched for Remegeton. It¡¯s strangely cute; Si-Hyun tilted his head and opened his mouth again. ¡°¡±Reton¡±, short for Re-me-geton. A five-member male idol group. Leader. Amon. Zeffar, Kaim, Serre, and Ose.¡± ¡°Ah, that¡¯s a stage name.¡± ¡°A stage name?¡± ¡°Yes. We use stage names instead of our real ones because of the concept.¡± San-Yu, who said so, naturally sat down next to Si-Hyun and bowed his head. The body temperature coming from Si-Hyun was not too high. Whether he liked Si-Hyun or not, looking at his calm face and his soft smile, he definitely looked like a celebrity. Even if Ha-Jin doesn¡¯t care about other people¡¯s faces, looking at them, the faces of the four people here are good-looking. ¡°Now, look.¡± San-Yu tapped the names in the smartphone and began to explain one by one. ¡°Amon is Eui-Hyun. Kang Eui-hyun. 23 years old. The one who cried as soon as you woke up¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t cry!¡± ¡°Oh really? Anyway, he¡¯s the rapper and the leader of the group¡± Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks ¡°Zeffar is me. They usually call me oppa. Do you remember my name? San-Yu. It¡¯s Lee San-Yu. It¡¯s important, so even if you forget Kang Eui-Hyun¡¯s name, please remember my name, Si-Hyun~ah¡± ¡°Do you really want to die?¡± ¡°I¡¯m the same age as Eui-hyun. Kaim is you. Your name is Lee Si-Hyun, and you¡¯re 22 years old. Do you have any questions?¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡± ¡°Hmm¡­ Okay, ask me if you want to know something later¡± ¡°Serre is Seo Ra-Jun. That kid who¡¯s been whining and chasing you like a puppy. This is a secret, but Ra-Jun likes you a lot¡± ¡°Ah, Hyung!¡± ¡°Isn¡¯t it? Then, did I get it wrong?¡± ¡°See, Si-Hyun~ah, Ra-Jun says he doesn¡¯t like you¡± ¡°No! I really do like him!¡± ¡°Is that so?¡­ Even if he looks young, He¡¯s already a 20-years-old adult¡± ¡°Lastly, Ose is Yoo Chan over there. He¡¯s misunderstood a lot because his expression is always like that, but he¡¯s just quiet. In fact, he is the most mature out of all of us. He¡¯s more like a hyung than Kang Eui-Hyun, and is still 19 years old. Isn¡¯t he amazing? But in a few weeks, he will be an adult¡± ¡°Do you get it?¡± I¡¯ve always been good at memorising. I nodded my head while engraving the explanation that continued like a rapid-fire gun. He gently rubbed my hair as if I had done well. I looked down on my smartphone again thinking about whether I had a good relationship with him from the beginning due to the very familiar behaviour. But the member¡¯s gaze at Si-Hyun was strange. The face that used to scowl at the slightest touch, now was casually loosened. Ra-Jun, who was hesitating, approached and carefully touched Si-Hyun¡¯s pale hand, which was lying on the sheets. After a moment of hesitation, he gently grabbed his hand and a short glance followed. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only It was a low and dreary voice. ¡°Just, because I like you¡± What do you mean? Si-Hyun, who lightly clicked his tongue, turned his eyes away, but still didn¡¯t remove his hand. However, Ra-Jun still smiled as if he was relieved, gently touching his pale skin. The back of his hand was hardened without blood. Body temperature cold enough to shake your fingertips. As if everything now was a lie. Chapter 4.2 [Re-me-geton 1X1018 TVK Music Chart RUN Lax High Definition-Fifteen GIF + My selfishness | +KIMI Included] Oh, first of all¡­ Ah¡­ Ah¡­ I¡¯m crying TT TT TT Does this make sense? This concept is amazing. There were a lot, but this¡­This¡­ Oppa¡­ TT TT TT TT I was kneeling down in front of the TV. You have to watch this in a reverent manner TT TT Reton wasn¡¯t supposed to be this refreshing, but I was pushing ahead with the oppa concept and suddenly¡­ TT TT TT I¡¯d appreciate it if you could come with an open mind. Thank you so much, boss, stylist, manager. First, take my bow TT TT TT TT No need for all these words, just watch the video: (1X1018) Today¡¯s natural Reton Lax high-definition full version. avi) * * * Oh oppa, I really don¡¯t know what to say¡­ [High Definition Youtube Video Link] I don¡¯t think that¡¯s possible, but my consideration for everyone who didn¡¯t get the link yet!!!! As you can see¡­ They look drowsy¡­ but it¡¯s¡­ Fatal¡­ Especially in the second half, the song suddenly stops and all the five of them turn their heads and sigh as if they were sleepy TT TT TT TT My heart is beating so fast!!! I¡¯m still a minor, but, is that sexiness I see? Huh? Someone call the police, ^^ Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks There¡¯s a prospective criminal here. Me ^^ Amon was so energetic and hot¡­ Wasn¡¯t Monmon famous for his fierce looks? But today his potential exploded¡­ and honestly, I¡­ I didn¡¯t expect it at all. And our Serre¡­ still, like a puppy¡­ Like an angel¡­ you know *crying* Our Serre TT¡­ but today, our sanctuary was broken. Our dancing machine hit it from the beginning¡­ Lord TT TT TT TT It was such a hard routine I think I fell for him again¡­ Ah, and Kaim¡­ Honestly, I don¡¯t have much to say about him¡­ I admit it was a hit this time too. I can¡¯t deny this. He was the only one who was quiet during the warm concept, but it really felt like he became more lively during this concept. It also hurts that there are so many people who became fans of this. But I don¡¯t know. When I see the stage, I open my mouth and admire it, but the more I fan the Reton, the more I fall for it¡­ And after the show I heard that he did something big. LOL On his way back to the van, a fan (She¡¯s also an individual fan of Kaim) cried and was pushed from behind and touched Kaim. Other fans said she reached out without even realizing she would fall, but the problem was that she was pushed by Kaim as soon as she touched him¡­ Also I heard that Kaim looked at her coldy and cursed at her. (Not sure) My Serre greeted the fans kindly and signed their stuff, and after that incident, he went in quickly. TT TT His eyes were shaking and he asked if the fan was okay. TT TT TT TT Our Ose didn¡¯t say much back then either, But he didn¡¯t look so happy¡­ They said he¡¯s always in a bad relationship with the other members because of this, there¡¯s a rumor that he¡¯s the only one who uses a room for two people by himself. I wasn¡¯t going to say this, but I heard that Kaim sponsors are starting a war. Do you want to make money by doing that? I don¡¯t understand¡­ Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only I already knew he was crazy about money, but these days it¡¯s really amazing. I¡¯m nervous because I think our oppa¡¯s image is getting worse TT TT if that¡¯s the case, I¡¯d rather just want him to leave. It¡¯d be unimaginable if we were talking about other groups, but he¡¯s just¡­ oh¡­ Oh, I¡¯m suddenly hit with reality. I¡¯ll put the Gifs on the attached file, everyone¡­ I¡¯m going to watch their videos to recover from my mental breakdown¡­ Chapter 4.3 ¡°Don¡¯t look at that, hyung.¡± Si-Hyun, who had lost the phone he had been concentrating on reading, looked up and saw Ra-Jun who looked somewhat embarrassed, standing restlessly. What¡¯s wrong with him? Ra-Jun put the phone on the other side of the table and sat on a stool with his eyes wide open as if he were looking for something to say. It¡¯s so cute. Si-Hyun smiled lightly. He looked at Si-Hyun as if surprised. If this is not a puppy, what is? ¡°Why?¡± I asked, but he shook his head. ¡°What¡¯s the matter?¡± Seeing that, San-Yu cut off the phone call with someone and approached them. With a soft question, his silver hair shone in the sunlight. Thinking it was like a halo, and when Ra-Jun answers quietly, Si-Hyun reaches out his hand and messes up his head. It seemed like it was a habit, so he turned his attention away and averted his gaze. He didn¡¯t say anything, but in fact, Lee Ha-Jin was shocked. Lee Si-Hyun, whom he saw, begged all the time and was drenched in tears. He thought that Lee Si-Hyun was a weak-hearted and fragile person, but this is like being beaten in the back of his head. At first, he asked back several times because he thought he heard wrong that Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s job was an idol. For Ha-Jin, who only watched news or current affairs programs when he even turned on the TV, idol was a very unfamiliar word, so it was natural. As if he knew me, who wanted to escape from reality half-way, San-Yu, with a worried smile on his face, patted me on the shoulder saying that it¡¯s okay to rest for the time being since their activity has just ended not long ago. That wasn¡¯t what was important, but on the other hand, I gave up because I was wondering what to do even if I denied it. Yeah, what can I do if I deny it? It wasn¡¯t that I didn¡¯t think about it. I assumed for a while that I would go back to the world I originally had, but I had no choice but to give up the idea in an instant. I wondered what I was going to do with this face, the person I was dealing with liked the song on the last album, so why did he plan to quit? There was also a reason why he would want to commit suicide if he was criticized so much for the sponsorships. What is your face known for? However, since he is a famous idol, I searched for it because he was popular, and all the things that came out were accusations and malicious comments. What kind of life did this bastard Lee Si-Hyun live? The face that was crying sadly seems to be a lie, so I feel like I¡¯ve been scammed this time. And one more thing. What I couldn¡¯t understand was the situation with the members. No matter how many posts I read, the story about the discord between Lee Si-Hyun and the members appeared. It was said that there was nothing to say about it because it was an open secret that everyone already knew, but it seemed like a completely different situation to Ha-Jin. Ha-Jin, who repeated several times that it is okay not to come visit him now, and the members didn¡¯t listen to him and visited the hospital room every day. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks Where is the discord? The man named Seo Ra-Jun was obviously a loyal dog to be next to him without being separated for a moment, and Lee San-Yu naturally touched him and his friendly face did not seem to be an act. Kang Eui-Hyun who¡¯s going back and forth, even when he curses, he is the first to worry when his condition is strange or his expression is bad, so I think his personality is just like that. Lastly, Yoo Chan, with an expressionless face, doesn¡¯t seem to be interested in this at all, but ironically, the way he takes care of this and that the most and acts delicately seemed to be just quiet as Lee San-Yu said. I can¡¯t figure this out. It was a moment when Si-Hyun, who was looking at the members one by one with a blank expression, shook his head lightly as if he had given up thinking. With a short knock, the door of the hospital room opened and a man he saw for the first time showed his face. The man who entered the hospital room stood foolishly for a while as if he couldn¡¯t believe Si-Hyun¡¯s face was looking at him. Ra-Jun, who saw him, calls out to him softly, ¡°Hyung,¡± and then he comes to himself as if he has come to his senses. Staggering, he looked sickly on his face, so it felt like he was going to collapse at any moment. Who is it? I frowned, but when I looked at the members, it seemed like everyone else knew him. ¡°Si-Hyun¡­¡­¡­.¡± Oh. This feels ominous. ¡°You¡­¡­..Like this¡­..Really¡­¡­¡± ¡°You¡¯re alive, you¡¯re really¡­¡± Hhhuunnnnggggghhh Si-Hyun¡¯s premonition was not wrong. Si-Hyun looked down at the man whose face was buried in his lap, trembling and eventually bursting into tears with an absurd gaze. Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only Do I look sad? Why does everyone cry when they see me? Looking at the man with a slightly tired face, it was funny to see him cry while saying what he wanted to say. ¡°I¡¯m going to drive from now on, and no one of you will be getting a car key. I thought you were dead, so I tried to die, too. I thought it was my fault; so you came out in my dreams without saying a word, you stole dozens of keys from me, but I don¡¯t have a car. ¡­¡­I¡¯m only driving the van from the company. I was so sad that I really cried¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­.?¡± Are you sad because I stole your car keys? Chapter 4.4 Looking down at the man with a face resembling an unknown animal, everyone was turning or lowering their heads to hide the laughter they struggled to hold back. In the meantime, Yoo Chan poured water into the cup silently. Maybe he¡¯s trying to hand it over after the man finishes crying. Then Ra-Jun, who barely held back his laughter, opened his mouth. ¡°He¡¯s our manager.¡± ¡°When you got into the accident, you took the car key from the manager and left. You went out so quickly that he couldn¡¯t catch you, and a few hours later, the hospital contacted us and because of that, our manager passed out.¡± ¡°Our manager is really mentally weak.¡± He loosely held Si-Hyun and cried pathetically. If I leave it alone, I think he¡¯ll really just cry all day, so I sighed. I could barely understand the situation, but now I¡¯m tired of someone crying over something boring. Si-Hyun, who clicked his tongue, reached out without hesitation. He was too natural at grabbing the chin of a man who was crying with delicate hands and pulling it towards him. ¡°Okay, you will be the one who will drive from now on.¡± The close distance with less than a inch left, the voice with a slightly tired face was low and soft. ¡°So stop crying.¡± I¡¯m tired of people crying around me. As the manager, who was surprised by the sudden situation stuttered, Si-Hyun frowned and opened his mouth again. ¡°Answer¡± Only then did the manager nod eagerly at the stern voice. ¡°Yes, yes,¡± And when he added the last word, Si-Hyun¡¯s hand, which was holding his chin firmly, moved away as if satisfied. Not only the manager but also the members looked shocked. Even Yoo Chan¡¯s eyes were wide open. It was the face of someone that witnessed something unbelievable. Suddenly feeling very weak, Si-Hyun said, waving his hands. ¡°Everyone go out now, I¡¯m tired.¡± At first, it bothered me like clothes that didn¡¯t fit, but now I¡¯m getting used to this appearance to some extent, except when I look in the mirror in the bathroom. However, due to the tremendously increased sleep time, I couldn¡¯t adapt to closing my eyes all the time. What did this body do to ask for rest? Even though he thought he was weak, Si-Hyun closed his eyes without looking at the members who went out of the hospital room. ¡°Hey, who¡¯s that? Did I go into the wrong hospital room?¡± No, Si-Hyun is the only one who doesn¡¯t look like a human being. The manager, who suddenly experienced chaos, muttered frantically, but it was the same for everyone, they were also confused. They knew he had changed, but that was a little strange. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks Skilled hands, different facial expressions, and even the way he speaks. Rather than losing memories, it felt like he became an entirely different person. Except for that face, the old Lee Si-Hyun didn¡¯t exist anywhere else. Lee Si-Hyun was extremely reluctant to let anyone touch him. Except for unavoidable situations such as choreography. He was in such a serious condition that they wondered if he had mysophobia, which often led to large and small fights with the members. Well, most of them were friction with Kang Eui-Hyun. Lee Si-Hyun¡¯s face, which was memorable, was more sensitive than necessary and somewhat dark. He looked very tired. He had never said it out loud, so no one ever knew what was so hard on him and made him so exhausted. As if I were living in a different world alone, sometimes I was scared when I closed my eyes with a strange face that seemed to be unable to die. Is that why? To the members, Lee Si-Hyun was just like a sore thumb. Sometimes they hate it and get angry, but eventually they wrap it around and just let it go. Like the contents of the posts Si-Hyun read, the discord between Lee Si-Hyun and the members felt like walking on thin ice. However, when they saw Si-Hyun¡¯s face, which came back cold, they had only one thought. Emotions such as regret and guilt were mixed up all at once. The members, who were not immune to the death of a close person, were all shocked by the sudden death of Lee Si-Hyun. To the point where the morgue still appears in their dreams sometimes. So the appearance of Si-Hyun, who survived, was just like a miracle. Although it was covered by a cloth, all the members had confirmed the cold body. However, Lee Si-Hyun returned seemingly as their folie ¨¤ deux. Just with a light bruise, breathing casually, as if someone had given them another chance. They stayed by Si-Hyun¡¯s side, who didn¡¯t open his eyes the whole time. As soon as they saw him being alright, they thought they¡¯d accept it even if he screamed at them to get out of here. They will understand. And this time, they wanted to protect him from what made him so exhausted. However, Lee Si-Hyun, who opened his eyes, became a completely different person. Because Lee Si-Hyun just lost his memory. As if his old appearance, which used to be cold-hearted, was a ruse, there was nothing much to say even if Ra-Jun, who especially liked Si-Hyun grazed him a little in the past he would make a fuss, but now even if Ra-Jun touched him and held his hands he didn¡¯t say anything. He seemed to no longer care about San-Yu¡¯s reluctant touch. It was amazing how Si-Hyun didn¡¯t stand up to them even if they rubbed his head or talked to him affectionately. Even if he might say he was out of his mind when he saw the members next to him, he didn¡¯t kick them out, and there was no way for a fight to take place because he didn¡¯t chase Eui-Hyun, who he had a bad relationship with. The same was true of Chan¡¯s favour, which had been ignored. At first, he refused as if he felt awkward, now he accepted it quite naturally. Chan sometimes stopped at the sight of not forgetting to say thank you. Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only What¡¯s wrong? And he would shake his head saying it¡¯s nothing when asked. So they were worried. They didn¡¯t hate it, but it was so good that they wished he would stay like this, but when they witnessed someone else¡¯s face just like now, they felt anxious. As if it was a complete stranger. The thoughts of wanting him to regain his memories and not were complicatedly conflicting in everyone¡¯s heads. It was an issue that could not be addressed yet. Chapter 5.1 Lee Si-hyun, who looks a little younger, was smiling. It¡¯s a face that exuded happiness. All he could remember was his crying face, but seeing him smiling so brightly, he thought it was a relief. If he cried again, he thought he would throw him away this time. That¡¯s what he thought. Lee Ha-jin suddenly realized. That he was dreaming. He didn¡¯t sleep much in the first place. Rather, most of Lee Ha-jin¡¯s sleep time was short enough to be said to be suffering from insomnia with weak symptoms. Maybe that¡¯s why. He felt strange at this moment when he was dreaming. He turned his gaze to Lee Si-hyun while clicking his tongue, saying, ¡°Why do I feel like I have more time to dream than in reality?¡± In the screen that plays slowly, Lee Si-hyun, a little younger, was with someone. Perhaps it was because of someone else, the face that looked to the side and gently curled up lips was dazzling. Lee Ha-jin, who doesn¡¯t know about love, thought that it was a face that¡¯s in love. A sweet yet blind gaze and expression. A unique light that appeared on his face even if he tries to hide it. A face that he did not have, but often saw. Lee Si-hyun with such a face. ¡°I might debut soon.¡± A white hand gently grabs the collar of someone next to him and opens his mouth innocently. ¡°Will you cheer for me?¡± It was a little late, but this time the answer came. ¡°Yeah¡± a short reply. Even that sounded like a mixture of machine sounds, so Lee Ha-jin tilted a little more and tried to see someone next to Lee Si-hyun. However, he had no choice but to frown reflexively at the appearance of the person next to him. A face that doesn¡¯t look like it¡¯s all hacked out. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks Someone with a missing face, as if it had been carefully drawn with a cutter knife, was next to Lee Si-hyun. It felt like the genre had shifted from romance to horror, but Ha-jin didn¡¯t open his mouth. He wondered what it was like to be in a dream, and wondered if he was a person he didn¡¯t want to show. The bystanders closed their eyes slowly and reappeared. Lee Si-hyun looked just happy. Like that, the time between the two was passing. The time was as close as a movie. The two of them kissed each other. Lee Si-hyun smiled a little while blushing and holding each other¡¯s genitals with a lot of redness around his eyes. Even when the behind was assaulted with a rather inconsiderate touch, he cried, saying, ¡°It hurts, it hurts,¡± but eventually hugged the opponent¡¯s neck as if he were lovely. ¡°Everything¡¯s okay because it¡¯s you.¡± He didn¡¯t say anything, but it was a dedicated day that permeated his eyes. Lee Si-hyun was in love. However, Lee Ha-jin, who was staring at him with an expressionless face, could quickly notice it. This is only Lee Si-hyun¡¯s one-way street. He couldn¡¯t see the face of the person, who pretended to be friendly and abominably swept Lee Si-hyun¡¯s cheek, but he could see it, and the emotions that resemble the bottom permeated in between. The shady smell unique to the twisted people was vibrating to this point, but the person cleverly acted as if he really loved Lee Si-hyun. ¡°I love you.¡± Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only The other person¡¯s words mixed with the squeaking machine sound echoed in a bizarre and dark way. However, Lee Si-hyun smiled brightly as if he knew nothing. Like happiness is there, as if eternity is there. ¡°¡­¡­¡­Hyun ¨CHyung!¡± The hand that touches his cheek was careful. At the same time, He tried to open his eyes because the voice was ringing in his ears, but he had no choice but to close it again because of the dazzling sunlight. When he tilted his head to the side and rubbed his sore eyes on the pillow, slightly opened his eyes feeling a little better. When he saw familiar faces with a blurred view, he realized that he had just woken up from his dream. Chapter 5.2 ¡°Did you have a bad dream?¡± Sanyoo with a worried gaze opened his mouth. He wondered what it meant, but he felt that Chan¡¯s fingertips touching his cheeks were wet. You¡¯re doing so many things. The wet cheeks were unfamiliar. ¡°My eyes hurt.¡± When he said that with a subdued voice, the hand that used to caress his cheek slowly rises and gently wipes the burning eye area. He felt good, so he closed his eyes and heard Kang Eui-hyun¡¯s voice like a sigh. While closing the curtain. ¡°Hey, it¡¯s a crime to do that with that face.¡± ¡°Hyung, by any chance¡­. did you think of something?¡± The small voice asked while muttering was cautious. In an instant, he opened his mouth slowly with his eyes closed in a tense atmosphere. ¡°Lee Si-Hyun¡± ¡®Did you have a lover?¡¯ He swallowed the words in a hurry that he almost spat out without thinking. He wasn¡¯t sure if it was really Lee Si-hyun¡¯s memory because of such a dream, and it was a hunch, but even if he had it, He wouldn¡¯t have told the members. Also, it feels too uncomfortable to be a lover. So he swallowed the next word, but Si-hyun realized that it was time to make up a word for the members who looked at his side with a tense faces. ¡°I don¡¯t even know who Lee Si-hyun is, but he told me to dance.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t remember anything, dancing or singing. I kept pushing myself even though I didn¡¯t know, so I ended up crying.¡± He said those words with a dry face. It sounded like a lie to anyone; but everyone laughed briefly, he buried his face in the pillow with a slightly annoyed face. His actions were strangely cute. Chan patted his shoulder silently, and Sanyoo, who squeezed in between, jokingly adhered to Si-hyun¡¯s hair. ¡°Oh man, that¡¯s why you cried?¡± Eui-hyun, who giggles and talks as if he was teasing, looked delighted, saying that this has saved him a lifetime of teasing. ¡°It¡¯s okay, Hyung. If you dance, you might remember it¡­. even if that¡¯s not the case, I¡¯ll work hard on your side and teach you.¡± ¡°Haa¡­.really?¡± ¡°Really, really hyung, you sang well, you are also good at dancing, so don¡¯t worry!¡± He feels like he¡¯s in the middle of a neighborhood dog or a low-skilled child. Unlike Ra-jun, who shakes his hands as soon as he tells them to get rid of them because he¡¯s bothered by the gentle touches, Sanyoo with a bright smile, saying, ¡°Huh?¡± When he gave up because he wanted to die rather than suffer and stood up, the manager, who had been in the corner until then, sneakily approached Si-hyun. Yesterday¡¯s aftermath still lingered in his face, but Si-hyun couldn¡¯t remember. ¡°Si-hyun~ah, I heard its okay for you to leave the hospital now¡­ What do you think? Do you want to rest more?¡± ¡°Oh. I think I¡¯ve rested enough.¡± ¡°Uh, Huh? Really? Haha, then I¡¯m glad. ¡­But I¡­.But you know what¡­¡± He has something more to say, but hesitates. Ha-jin clicked his tongue thinking of the manager¡¯s age that he later learned that he was 28 years old. He was more discouraged by the appearance, so when he saw him closing his mouth, Ha-jin sighed and opened his mouth. ¡°Tell me¡± Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks ¡°Uh, there was a drama you were supporting this time¡­.You didn¡¯t remember everything right now, and you tried to refuse it¡­¡­..¡± ¡°I did¡± ¡°You received all the down payment first¡­¡­.¡± ¡°SI-HYUN. You didn¡¯t use it all, right? You don¡¯t remember that, do you?¡± Even though he said that, he asked him to remember it. Even though Ha-jin tried hard, it was not within the scope of his memory. When he shook his head, the manager¡¯s face turned blue and seemed to die soon. ¡°SI-HYUN, what should I do? The down payment was a little huge because our agency also worked hard to get this role. Fortunately, the scene where you appear is a little behind, so you¡¯re filming the front part first, but you¡¯re still in this state.¡± ¡°I know. If I can¡¯t appear, do I have to pay a down payment and a penalty?¡± ¡°A huge amount of money, right?¡± ¡°That¡¯s ¡­.. yes¡­¡­..¡± ¡°Ha ha.¡± Lee Si-hyun really packed a lot of shit. Ha-jin, who made Lee Si-Hyun an idiot in an instant, was troubled for a while, but within a few minutes he sighed. Even if he thought about it, he already knew that there was no way out in this situation. ¡°¡­Do it. I¡¯ll do it¡­¡± ¡°Huh? Huh? Huh? Really? Really? Will you be okay? ¡° ¡°Then what should I do? I think it would be pitiful if I became a debtor at this age and was chased away¡± ¡°That¡¯s too much¡­¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay, it¡¯s not like my fingers are being cut off.¡± When he was Lee Ha-jin, he remembered his pinky finger that had been cut off and said lightly, but he shook his head with a face as if everyone were talking like that. ¡°Don¡¯t make a scary joke, hyung¡­ Why are your fingers cut off?¡± When Ra-jun, who became teary eyed, muttered, Si-hyun wrapped up his sincerity like a joke by simply closing his mouth and shrugging his shoulders. It was like that. It was an overly peaceful time. Well, it seemed like it was still on the eve of the storm, but in fact, Ha-jin liked these times in the hospital room. There was no need to fuss so as not to be forced to die, and he didn¡¯t have to kick away those who were clinging to his feet. Since there was no face of a mother who was whispering like an anglerfish, he thought it might be a paradise in its own way. Sometimes it¡¯s annoying, but they¡¯re pretty cute, too. It was his first time doing nothing, so he was itching. Since he didn¡¯t have much to pack, he wondered if it would be okay to go to the accommodation right away, and he asked the manager, who was wandering around, the most important thing that had been questionable since earlier. ¡°Oh, by the way, what role do I play? That drama¡­¡± As soon as he asked that, the manager¡¯s shoulders, which were busy, quickly hardened. As soon as he looked at his manager who couldn¡¯t look in his direction, Ha-jin frowned because the ominous feeling seemed to be spreading again. Ha-jin thought for a while, if it¡¯s a refreshing and cute role, He¡¯ll just try being a debtor. That may be surprisingly quite thrilling and enjoyable. He guesses one by one the roles that can be played with Lee Si-hyun¡¯s face, which makes it even darker. ¡°That¡­..Si-hyun¡¯s role is ¡­¡­.¡± Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­.¡± ¡°It¡¯s a private loan shark.¡± ¡°That, also¡­¡± ¡°Cold and gloomy.¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­?¡± Chapter 5.3 ¡®It¡¯s me¡¯ Ha-jin thought. On the way back to the dorm, the manager asked for a few things with a serious face that didn¡¯t suit him at all. ¡°One, don¡¯t get caught by anyone other than the members that you lost your memory.¡± ¡°Two, if you don¡¯t know or are in trouble, just shut up and step back.¡± ¡°Three, I don¡¯t want you to be good at filming, so please finish it safely.¡± Even though it was a very serious and important remark, Si-hyun¡¯s expression while listening to it was too easy-going. There were a thousand questions inside, but the manager, who couldn¡¯t say anything and turned his head, was just about to die. It was obvious that the worst would happen if the CEO or reporters noticed that Si-hyun couldn¡¯t remember anything due to the accident. It was Si-hyun, who was already a thorn in the eye, but even if he caused such an accident, he might have left it without replacing the members. However, looking at Si-hyun¡¯s current state of not remembering anything, let alone dancing or singing, it reminded him of the faces of reporters who would rush like hyenas and the CEO who would be furious, so he felt like a weak conversation was cooling down. First of all, he told the members firmly, and Si-hyun was originally very shy from the beginning and couldn¡¯t talk, so no one would find it strange even if he shut up and stepped back in difficult situations. However, that carefree face keeps bothering him and makes him want to talk. He was a little worried about the upcoming filming, and in fact, he was crazy worried, but he felt like he was giving up half because he couldn¡¯t help it. This drama was not the first time he tried acting, but in fact, he was not good at acting as he wished he had. The level of reading Korean books barely exceeded the level of reading, and the light minor role somehow went over to that human-like face, but if he takes on a more in-depth acting or role there, he quickly comes to the bottom of it. He didn¡¯t get the lines or movements wrong, but he was really criticized for his first time starring in an awkward appearance. Nevertheless, the fact that he was able to be cast in this work was also largely due to his face. A cold and gloomy loan shark with a beautiful appearance. Just by looking at the title makes him salivate. Even if Lee Si-hyun hates the title, he is determined to target even women¡¯s hearts that make his heart flutter. In short, it was obvious that it was typical marketing, because the role itself was a cold person, it meant that he should just put on a straight face without saying a word. It makes him angry when he thinks about it. ¡®Si-hyun, are you a folding screen or what? Huh? If it wasn¡¯t for the down payment¡­..!¡¯ Si-hyun was reading the script he was handed over. Rajun, sitting next to him, wiggled and held his hand or touched his hair, but he didn¡¯t say much. Seeing that, Rajun seemed quite courageous, so he reached out and began to touch Si-hyun¡¯s hair. The two-tone fine-grained haircut has grown quite long now, so it was enough to give it a shape. It tickled him for some reason that it was slipping through his fingers. Si-hyun¡¯s gaze was still fixed in the script; he didn¡¯t seem to care at all about what this guy was doing. It was good and somehow upsetting, so Rajun moved his finger more busily. ¡°It¡¯s done¡± When the soft hair braided loosely behind his ear and fixed it with a pin, the hidden side of his face was clearly revealed. His eyes, a smooth jawline, and a white nape. Although he was wearing a shirt that covered his neck, Rajun was embarrassed by Si-hyun¡¯s stoic and obscene appearance. He quickly pulled out the pin that fixed it and messed up his hair. ¡°Ah.¡± But the pin, which was pulled out, scratched the back of Si-hyun¡¯s ear hard, perhaps because it was too urgent. When he groaned briefly and frowned at the sudden pain, Rajun, who was greatly surprised, opened his eyes wide and looked at Sihyun. Originally, he was a person who hated being touched. Rajun, who was scared just by thinking that he might get angry, rubbed his lips. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks He was speechless even though he had to apologize, as he was restless because of visions of the past, Si-hyun¡¯s gaze from the script slowly faced him, and his lips slowly opened. ¡°Why are you bored?¡± It was a soft voice. The way he looked at Rajun¡¯s side was also loosened, so he looked as if he was really bored. ¡°Uh¡­¡­¡± ¡°I¡¯ll read all of this and play with you, so be patient.¡± Actually, it¡¯s not boring, but it¡¯s a face that¡¯s been put in. Even though he stared with a pretty silly look, he was cute, not silly, because the main round was spectacular. Si-hyun looked at Ra-jun with a strange face and turned his eyes back to read and began to focus on the script. Kang Eui-hyun, who was sitting in the seat right behind him, clicked his tongue with a tired face at the strange sight. If it was Lee Si-hyun from the past, it was Rajun, who was dying. He doesn¡¯t know why, but even when they first became a team, even when quarrels between members deepened due to Si-hyun¡¯s lost actions., Rajun was the only one who took Si-hyun¡¯s side. Si-hyun was not particularly nice to Ra-jun. Rather; he often turned his head or left his seat with a cold face whenever he made eye contact with Rajun, who followed him, because he was uncomfortable and irritated. Nevertheless, what was so good was that Rajun followed Si-hyun around. Pride was an attitude that didn¡¯t change. He followed him even when he didn¡¯t treat him like a person, but now he wonders how he feels. Eui-hyun sighed, looking at the hallucination of a flapping tail behind Rajun¡¯s back. ¡®His face is going to get pierced. Dude¡¯ He turned his head openly and rebuked Rajun, who was only staring at Si-hyun, but he didn¡¯t seem to be able to hear it. Sanyoo, who was sitting in the passenger seat, glanced back and only a smile appeared on his lips, and Chan still had an expressionless face, so he could not read what he was thinking. A long silence came again in the car as Chan looked at Si-hyun¡¯s face, who was reading the script without saying a word, and then closed his eyes. It was in the afternoon, two weeks after Lee Si-hyun woke up again. The mini-series ¡°Blue Thorn¡± has a total of 24 episodes, and it was a romance thriller about an incident that happened to be involved in an incident one day and fell into a pit, although she was living a normal life with a genius police officer whose mind is unknown, let alone justice. The heartless world in which the heroine, who was sincere, caring for others, and seemed to be able to live without flaw, meets her fate when she becomes more and more trapped by people. Joo-ah, who was already in a corner with distrust of people, she constantly pushes In-hoo, who silently protects her steps, whenever there is an emergency, slowly opens her heart to the sight of In-hoo that appears dramatically and saves her. Ji-han, a private moneylender who plays the role of Si-hyun, was a villain who cleverly penetrated between them. After hearing rumors that In-hoo, who had been in a terrible relationship for a long time, fell in love with a woman and couldn¡¯t get it together, he deliberately approached Joo-ah. Ji-han cleverly wins Joo-ah¡¯s trust after breaking down Joo-ah¡¯s guard by saying that he is In-hoo¡¯s best friend. Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only He also persuaded Joo-ah, who was suffering from a huge debt, that she could borrow money at his workplace and pay off the urgent debt first and then pay back the rest slowly. Of course, Joo-ah, who refused but eventually signed the contract without reading it properly due to constant persuasion, witnessed Ji-han¡¯s face looking down at her expressionless for the first time. Unbelievable interest rates, loans that she thought were legal, were illegal private loan businesses, and Ji-han, who she had just met, was a dangerous and bad man who managed the private loan business. The time limit explains the hell that Joo-ah will experience in the future while looking at Joo-ah¡¯s shocked face. Joo-ah eventually in despair again at Ji-han¡¯s sentencing with a gloomy and cold face. In the meantime, it was only belatedly that In-hoo recognized all the facts, and Ji-han¡­..at the sight of In-hoo who visited him in anger for the first time. Chapter 5.4 ¡°Hyung, we¡¯re almost there.¡± Si-hyun took his eyes off the script he was reading and raised his head at the bright voice of Rajun. The van stopped near the residential area. ¡°Ah, it¡¯s crazy all over the place¡­..How do you break through that?¡± ¡°Yeah, It¡¯s more than usual¡± ¡°Didn¡¯t we keep it a secret that Si-hyun hyung will be discharged today?¡± ¡°They¡¯re the ones that just camp there every day¡± They were sasaengs. Even in quite cold weather, they were holding their camera like it¡¯s their life, scarf wrapped around their necks. Eui-hyun, who distorted his face with an expression that he was annoyed by the persistent appearance, opened his mouth as if he had given up. ¡°What can we do? Just push it in. You guys take care of Lee Si-hyun.¡± Then he opened the door of the van even before the manager got off. The sasaengs, who had been looking at this side while being unsure, soon screamed tremendously and flocked around Eui-hyun. Although Eui-hyun, who hates the sasaeng the most, was not able to hang on, they never stopped screaming and pressing the camera shutter. Thanks to Eui-hyun, who sacrificed himself as a scapegoat and went out first, the crowds were a little less in Sanyoo, who got out of the van late, but it was no means a small number. As he walked fast with a cold smile on his face, the sasaengs almost ran along. Contrary to his usual affectionate appearance, he did not respond no matter what they said. Following that, Rajun, Chan, and Si-hyun got out of the car at the same time. Chan was still expressionless, but he looked a little annoyed, and Rajun, who was tightly attached to Si-hyun¡¯s side, had a look of embarrassment. And the sasaengs didn¡¯t miss that moment. Unlike other members, they seemed to know like a ghost that Ra-jun, who was the gentlest, was the easiest to catch. In the meantime, the distance quickly got farther. He tried to approach Si-hyun in a hurry, but it was not easy because the hands that held on to Rajun¡¯s arms and body were too strong. It was enough to hit a few times, but it was girls, and if they got hurt, it would be an opportunity if they got hurt in public, so they clung to each other more. ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­..¡± Meanwhile, Si-hyun, who does not know the concept of sasaeng, was looking at the people screaming in front of him in a strange way. Even though they wanted to approach Chan, they couldn¡¯t put it into practice because of Si-hyun next to him. Even the sasaeng were avoiding Si-hyun because he was a pathological person just by touching him. He was glancing around the naval forces of sasaengs, even if they moved to the building where Eui-hyun disappeared without hesitation, no one approached. ¡°Oppa! Chan oppa!¡± ¡°Please look here¡­Oh my God!¡± But that was only for Si-hyun, and there were no exceptions for others. A small girl waving her hand to see Chan next to Si-hyun was always like that, but it was in an instant that she couldn¡¯t stand the weight of other fans pushing her back and lost her balance. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks As she fell down, she heard a sound of breathing next to her. It was a cement floor, so it was clear that her face would be ripped apart. The fan, which had closed her eyes tightly in response to the shock that was about to come, slowly opened her eyes to her body, which was fine even after waiting for a long time. She raised her head carefully because she felt someone was supporting her. Everyone looks like a fool. The moment she saw the other person¡¯s face wrapped around her waist inside his arm, she thought. ¡°Oh, uh, uh, huh??¡± It was Lee Si-hyun. Lee Si-hyun. The pretty trash, with a broken personality. There were many words to refer to, but what¡¯s good is that it doesn¡¯t come off even if you wash your eyes and look for it. The thought that came to mind the moment she saw Si-hyun¡¯s face was almost reflexive. Perhaps the old incident with Si-hyun is overlapping in everyone¡¯s head. Now, he will push her to the floor without mercy. Si-hyun¡¯s lips slowly opened as he looked down at the girl who was contemplating. ¡°Are you hurt?¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t push from behind. You¡¯ll get hurt.¡± The woman in his arms had her mouth open blankly. After thinking for a while whether it should be closed. Si-hyun, who turned his head toward other frozen sasaengs, said in a low voice. ¡°Don¡¯t shout in the residential area.¡± ¡°Yes¡­¡­..? ¡°Because it¡¯s a nuisance to other residents.¡± ¡®What? Who is that??¡¯ Si-hyun, who carefully raised the girl he was supporting. He looked at the fans who were suffering from chaos at a glance, slightly frowned his eyes and opened his mouth again with a unique stern voice. ¡°Answer¡± When a few people responded reflexively to the voice, the tightly closed mouth bent softly for a brief moment. Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only Is Lee Si-hyun smiling? This isn¡¯t even a stage. It¡¯s not even a shoot. Is this a dream? ¡°Seo Rajun, come here.¡± This would have been a public statement. For the astonished fans, when they called Ra-jun, who has been whining behind them since earlier, as if he was not interested, he ran right away. Rajun, who stretched his hands, held Si-hyun¡¯s hand like a baby. When Si-hyun moved his steps, only Yoo Chan, who was standing silently next to him, sighed briefly and followed the two. Chapter 6.1 [Anonymous] Solomon, I think I had a dream today¡­.. (Shock/Caution) Comments (7875). ¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. 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The manager also had a restless face, leaving the growling Eui-hyun and Sanyu, who teased him gently. He felt Si-hyun¡¯s gaze looking down at him without any urgency, waiting for him to say something, so he opened his mouth, which had been slurring. ¡°uhm, Si-hyun~ah¡­¡± ¡°Tell me.¡± ¡°Uh¡­ We have four rooms, one is a studio, one is used by Sanyu and Eui-hyun, and the other is used by Rajun and me ¡­.¡± ¡°¡­¡­.?¡± Then, of course, the other one is probably with Chan and his room, so when he looks at him with a ¡°why¡± with a bored face, the manager bites his lip nervously and hurriedly spat out the words: ¡°Although assigned with the same room as Chan, Si-hyun Lee, who seemed to have contracted some kind of disease when he was with others, was having a seizure every day. In the end, Chan was unable to bear it and left the room. He slept on a simple mattress in the studio or the sofa in the living room. And I heard that he had only gone in for a while to get his necessary things and change of clothes¡± There was one thing that became more and more certain. Lee Si-hyun really made him suffer. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks ¡°He cried like that with a pitiful face, and that was all an abominable performance¡± Si-hyun opened his mouth as he shook his head briefly in a feeling of disappointment. For some reason, his face was more tired than before. ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter if I share a room with anyone¡± ¡°Huh? What¡­? Are you for real?¡± ¡°..Then share it with me!¡± Surprised by Si-hyun¡¯s words, he passed the manager and hurriedly ran to Si-hyun, shaking his tail. If it was the old Si-hyun he wouldn¡¯t say it like that. So Rajun nodded his head with a face that was asking so desperately. ¡°¡­.It¡¯s me.¡± It was Yoo Chan. Everyone looked at him with a surprised face at the low voice that had no way of being heard, and then opened his mouth again. ¡°Continue to share a room with me¡± He didn¡¯t know what the expressionless face was thinking, but Sanyu gave a soft chuckle at the firm tone voice of Yoo Chan, who rarely asserts anything, on the other hand, was so decisive that once he insisted, no one could stop him. Ra-jun, who blinked his eyes continuously with a bewildered face at the fact that everyone except Si-hyun knew about, immediately nodded and took his hand. It seems that he didn¡¯t intend to force himself in the first place. They¡¯re a lot bigger than him, and were fighting like a little kid. Si-hyun sighs, but he concludes that it could happen again. However the manager, who was looking at him with a disturbed face, was still hesitant. ¡°Uh, uh, it¡¯s fine with us¡­but are you really going to be okay, Si-hyun~ah?¡± ¡°¡­¡­.?¡± Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only ¡°Uhm, Chan, please¡­¡± At last, he looked at the manager who hesitating to say a word and thought he would have to wait another long to get an answer. Now Si-hyun, who was really tired, shook his hand and said. ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter¡± And strode towards the room where the manager pointed with his hand. Chan followed Si-hyun somewhat satisfactorily, but the anxious manager¡¯s voice came out a long time after Si-hyun and Chan entered the room and closed the door. ¡°Chan¡¯s physical affection is a little too much¡­..¡± Chapter 7.1 The room he entered had a feeling of emptiness, even if it was sloppy. The beds on both sides, the bookshelves arranged with their own items and books, and the opaque cloth that runs down from the ceiling occupying the corner of the room. He imagined a splendid interior. Si-hyun, who opened the door without hesitation in the bleak landscape that unfolded unexpectedly, tilted his head a little and moved towards the fabric. As he tilted the curtain-type fabric that reached his fingertips sideways, His eye on the three hangers neatly organized by type. From shirts to coats, pants, and simple accessories, neatly arranged on hooks hanging on the wall is something beyond neatness. It looked morbid. ¡°Is this also a manifestation? Come to think of it, it seems that I have lightly heard that there is something like mysophobia.¡± Chan, who suddenly followed, saw Si-hyun standing while looking at the lined hangers, and quietly approached his side and opened his mouth. ¡°¡­why? I haven¡¯t touched it.¡± It¡¯s a familiar tone. Hearing Chan¡¯s voice, which seems to be closely watching his reaction of this place, Si-hyun could see that this had happened often in the past as well. It wasn¡¯t enough to get kicked out of the shared room, and he¡¯s even clueless and hysterical. But seeing Chan¡¯s face as if he was accepting it again, it made him wonder what kind of bodhisattva he is. Chan¡¯s gaze came down as he felt he was looking at him. It looked cold at first glance, but it had an atmosphere that made you unable to take your eyes off of it. His eyes without double eyelids and black eyes all over were blurry, but that strangely stimulated his nerves, and after meeting his eyes for a long time, he naturally turns away. Si-hyun, who was already exuding this kind of smell, imagining what, would happen if he grew up here, clicked his tongue and opened his mouth. ¡°It¡¯s okay from now on; it doesn¡¯t matter if you mess up in moderation.¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡± ¡°I¡¯ll tell you if it¡¯s too much¡­ Act according to your age, now.¡± He said that while recalling the age of Chan, who was still only 19 years old. Of course, he will become an adult after this month, but the difference between a minor and an adult is still quite large. In fact, even when he was Lee Ha-jin, he was quite neat himself. It wasn¡¯t a normal environment, so he didn¡¯t know much about normal things¡­ but he knew that it could be stressful for a high-spirited boy to have to take care of various things in a room with such an atmosphere of mysophobia. Chan just stared at him without saying a word. He couldn¡¯t read him well, but somehow it was similar to looking at something strange. He wasn¡¯t waiting for an answer, so he turned his head after finishing everything he had to say. His body, which gets tired easily with even a little movement, didn¡¯t adapt, but this was also quite a bit better than when he first woke up, so it was a relief. He was drowsy enough to have more time slept than to open his eyes, but now he can be quite awake. It was when he was wondering which of the two beds was his own. Come and read on our website wuxia worldsite. Thanks The feeling of a cool palm pulling his wrist. ¡°Ah¡­.¡± Before he could even figure out what was going on, his body pulled easily and stopped right in front of Chan. When he lifted his head as he couldn¡¯t understand what was going on, Chan, who was looking down at him, reached out and grabbed Si-hyun¡¯s neck with his other hand instead of holding it. ¡°Is it because I don¡¯t need it all, so I¡¯m just going to kill him?¡± As he was jokingly thinking that there must have been a lot of things piled up, Chan gave a little strength to his thumb and slowly turned Si-hyun¡¯s head to the side. As if this was the original purpose. The staring gaze continued for a long time. The moment Si-hyun, who was uncomfortable with the obsessive attitude, was about to open his mouth, he came down. ¡°Earlier.¡± A low and humid voice. ¡°Here¡­¡± The sound of the voice that came with the breath was chilling. When he shrugged his neck, the tips of his fingers that came up suddenly rubbed the back of his ears gently. When he frowned at the tingling sensation, Chan¡¯s face, which was looking at him, leaned down a little more. There was a scratch on the back of Si-hyun¡¯s ear, which was covered with hair. It was obvious that the wound had been in the car earlier. Read latest Chapters at Wuxia World . Site Only It wasn¡¯t deep, but there was something that looked pitiful for some reason in contrast to the unique white skin. The feeling of a wet tongue with Chan¡¯s head bowed without hesitation. It felt like the wound was burning at the sound of slow saliva piercing into his ear without any filtering. Si-hyun was a little embarrassed by the blatant situation, pushed him but Chan, who did not even budge, licked up the wound several more times after that, and then released Si-hyun. ¡°¡­what¡­.¡± ¡°Behind the ear. You have a scratch.¡± Chapter 7.2 Translator: Juss He groped behind his ears with his fingertips reflexively to Chan¡¯s voice as usual. His brows frowned on their own as he felt a slight swelling and tingling sensation. It was something he couldn¡¯t understand in his common sense, but Chan¡¯s face, looking at him like it was natural, seemed to be quietly saying, ¡°I¡¯ve disinfected it that way,¡± so he finally took a small breath and stopped thinking. It¡¯s not like he¡¯s joking about anything. He was just so tired right now. He thought he could fall asleep right away, so he blinked a few times quickly and noticed it like a ghost and led him to the bed on the right side of the room. ¡°Is this my bed?¡± As soon as Si-hyun sat down on the bed, he buried his face in the pillow. It was a tired face. As he was looking at him with regret, he heard Si-hyun¡¯s stuttering voice. In fact, it was almost sleep. ¡°I¡¯ll sleep for a while¡­ if we have work¡­ wake me up¡± ¡°Yes¡± ¡°I won¡¯t wake you up¡± Chan answered inwardly and sat slightly on the bed and looked down at Si-hyun¡¯s face, which had fallen asleep in an instant. The defenseless face was still as amazing as it was. Always standing there, shivering even with a slight touch. Because he only knew the appearance of him screaming sharply. Even if he took care of the things he needed, he pretended not to see them, and he knew that from the moment they shared the room, he was anxious and stuttering. ¡°please, get out of here¡± That voice that sounded like a scream. At that time, Si-hyun Lee was not looking at Yoo-chan. It was a tired and painful face as if he was looking at someone reflected on Chan¡¯s face. Chan, who witnessed such a vision, left the room without saying a word. Even though he must have been filled with dissatisfaction with Si-hyun¡¯s behavior that was clearly incomprehensible, when he was still seventeen, Yoo-chan remained silent on the sofa in the inconvenient work room or living room, and sometimes when the manager who went down to the house, he uses the manager¡¯s bed. Even if the members, who felt sorry for him, tried to make a proper bed in the studio, he firmly shook his head and refused. It was a situation that would have made him angry, but strangely enough, he never got angry. ¡°Huh? Is it Si-hyun?¡± San-yu, who came into the room after knocking, looked at Si-hyun, who was asleep in bed, and Chan, who was looking down at him, and asked. Rajun, who was outside jump up and ask a question ¡°Is he sleeping?¡± And then Eui-hyun, who was turning the channel with an annoyed face. Put down the remote control and followed him into the room. ¡°Isn¡¯t this Chan¡¯s bed?¡± Rajun came into the room and murmured as if wondering, but expressionless Chan didn¡¯t answer. ¡°Did he just lie down because he was tired?¡± Rajun came closer, knelt next to the bed, and stared blankly at Si-hyun¡¯s sleeping face. The face with a slightly opened mouth is so pretty, good, and as if in frenzy, he noticed Rajun, who was staring at Si-hyun without hesitation, and then smiled briefly, Sanyu came and opened his mouth as if in a little trouble. ¡°I was going to have him dinner and put him to sleep¡± Then, he gently sweeps the hair of the sleeping Si-hyun once. A neat forehead appeared and then disappeared. ¡°Leave him alone, don¡¯t wake him up. When he wakes up later, you can feed him then.¡± When Eui-hyun, who was leaning crookedly by the door, said so, Sanyu also agreed, saying, ¡°Should I? It was unknown what had happened, but Si-hyun surprised everyone that he was perfectly fine except for minor bruises in the big accident. However, everyone also knew that instead of that, his sleeping time had increased to an abnormally large extent. He didn¡¯t sleep a lot, and they were worried that something was wrong, but the hospital said there was nothing special. In fact, it seemed that there was nothing wrong with his body, so everyone did not take issue with Si-hyun¡¯s sleep. Rather, they were careful not to wake him up when he fell asleep., but even if he didn¡¯t, Si-hyun fell asleep deeply enough that no one would know what to do, he didn¡¯t wake even he was carried in their back, he didn¡¯t wake up first unless he was shook up. Unlike before he was overly sensitive. ¡°Dinner¡¯s ready!¡± Hearing the manager¡¯s voice shouting from the kitchen, the members who were next to Si-hyeon quietly got up one by one and left the room. The figure of carefully closing the door without forgetting to carefully cover the quilt up to the neck, then disappeared into the darkness.