《Forced Marriage: I Hate My Wife》 Chapter 1 - Monica You can never imagine the jittery feeling you get when you about to get married if you haven''t gotten married yourself. Right now I felt like a thousand bu??erflies has made their home in my belly and I can''t help but smile. "Calm down Monica, you are acting nervous as fu?k." My friend and chief bridesmaid said, she was stating the obvious actually. "That''s because I''m nervous stupid. Today I''ll be made Mrs Monica Louis can you imagine that" I squealed. I was facing the mirror and she was at my back doing my hair over again since I kind of scattered it In a rush of adrenaline. "He is not that cute really I don''t know why you like him." she mumbled. I could see her rolling her eyes from behind me and I couldn''t help the snort that came out. She has been against me marrying Jose simply because he isn''t as rich as my other suitors. But he is better looking than all of them put together. And that is an exaggeration but I''m in love. Women in love tend to exaggerate a lot. That''s why they say one person who doesn''t take advice is a woman in love. "I Dont care If he is cripple or blind I Dont care if he has one eyes or whatever " I stopped and turned around to look at her. "All that I care about is him, I love him and I just can''t stop loving him. I don''t want to stop loving him. He is my everything my life and soon he will be my husband. " I squealed. She didn''t look happy at what I said but I didn''t care. "Your hair is done" she said bringing her head downwards to meet mine. "You are the most beautiful bride I have ever seen, only that the man you are about getting marreed to doesn''t deserve you. Monica call this wedding off before it is too late___" " I have told you__ I _am_going to marry Jose even if the earth will be set ablaze because of it. Let the earth burn but Jose will be my husband In fire, Emily." I said quite calmly. I stood up and wore my wedding gown by myself, since Emily had driven all my aids away and she is now being a pain in my bu??. Looking at the mirror I saw the most beautiful bride in the whole world. And I hoped that seeing me today coming to the altar to be his jose will finally love me and we will both be Happy. "I''ve warned you Don''t say I didn''t." "Emily!" I exclaimed turning back to meet her eyes, my hands folded. "Alright! Alright. It is your life. You are the Queen after all. I''m sure he will fall in love with you immediately he sees you walking so magnificently to the altar." she said sarcastically Chapter 2 - Monica Walking to the altar my eyes were fixed on the most beautiful man in the entire world. The congregation admired my beauty and I admired his. He was simply magnificent, an Angel sent by God to teach me what love is. He looked at me too and smiled he smiled at me. Oh my God! He smiled at me! I thought happiness flooding through me. His dimples showed even from afar. I thought I was going to faint from so much cuteness. His hair was cut neatly and he had shaved his stubble making him look even younger. The grey suit he wore matched with his eyes. Oh my he was Just perfect. When I got to the altar he looked at me with so much intensity I felt n?k?d in his gaze but I couldn''t tell what he was thinking as he kept on an expressionless, blank face. He took my hands and smiled but the smile didn''t reach his eyes. We both faced the altar as the priest began. "Monica Charles and Mario Jose Louis, have you come here to enter into Marriage without coercion, freely and wholeheartedly?" The priest read. "Yes I am." I answered almost immediately the mass server placed the microphone on my lips. "I am." Jose answered. He had this dull expression on his face that made me sad. I smiled at him with the intention to cheer him up but instead he got angrier. I knew this from the way he stared at me like I was a prey to devour or an enemy. I felt so sad, I felt like crying but I thought against it. "He will love me, he has to_I love him too much to let him go." I kept repeating over and over again. "He will learn to love me." "Are you prepared, as you follow the path of Marriage, to love and honor each other for as long as you both shall live?" The priest read again this time staring at us. "I am." I replied smiling. This is really happening my subconscious kept nagging me. I''m getting married to Jose finally after all this years of loving only him and dreaming of this day. "I am," he answered. The bored expression remained on his face and he seemed to get more angry each time he looked at me "Are you prepared to accept children lovingly from God and to bring them up according to the law of Christ and his Church?" "I am." I answered Chuckling. I couldn''t imagine getting my own kids with him. Lord it will be amazing! But first we would have to have s?x and oh my God all the things I planned to do to him or him to me. No dirty thoughts Monica I admonished my self. "Since it is your intention to enter into the covenant of Holy Matrimony, join your right hands, and declare your consent before God and his Church." The priest continued. His eyes had a playful expression to it. I could tell he loved seeing young people like us commit to a long time relationship. He was happy for us, maybe. Or was it all my imagination, maybe. He read the vows for Jose to read after him "I Jose Mario take you, do take you Monica Charles to be my wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life." Jos¨¦ said. He had a smile on his face but I could tell it was fake. The crowd jumped at cheered. I could see my father laughing at the front pew. I was here with the two men I loved the most. Life couldn''t be any better. The father turned to me and read the same vows to me which I should repeat Chapter 3 - Monica "I Monica Charles do take you Mario Jose Louis to be my husband. I promise to be faithful to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health, to love you and to honor you___" I stopped and smiled at him as tears welled up in my eyes. "All the days of my life." I continued. Say after me the priest instructed next. "I Mario Jose, take you, Monica Charles, for my lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part." Jose said smiling. His voice was a whisper and it gave me chills, chills down my spine. The congregation went crazy now. Some were jumping and clapping others were crying. "I, Monica Charles, take you, Mario Jose for my lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part." I said smiling. I saw my dad smiling back at me and I could no longer help the tears that fell freely down my face. Till death do us part I loved that. I looked into his eyes and muttered so only him could hear it. "Even death cannot separate us, or hell or the world." This has been my dream and it is now happening. I will be his wife, and he will love me. He has to. Emily cleaned my face and whispered in my ears something towards the line off. "Dont ruin the make up that took me years to do," with that she pinched me and I couldn''t help but smile. I love her alright and she is my Best friend in the whole world no one will ever take her place. "You guys are really up for this" the priest asked smiling. It was a rhetorical question and as such needed no answer or so I thought. Jose looked at me with something I could best describe as fear and then smiled. I couldn''t help but wonder what was going on in his mind. It is time for the exchange of the rings the priest announced. We gestured for the page boy to come forward and so he did with the rings on his hands like offering. The diamond ring illuminated in the sunlight and nothing could describe it''s beauty. The best man Richard Jose''s best friend handed the ring over to the priest and the priest opened the box and giving a ring to Jose he read the last vow. Jose placing the wedding ring on my ring finger said "Receive this ring as a sign of my love and fidelity. In the name of the Father,__ and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit." He moved the ring from one finger to the other till He got to the right one.the ring finger The whole church fell silent waiting for me I smiled and placing the wedding ring on Jose''s thumb I said " Mario Jose receive this ring as a sign of my love and fidelity. In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit." Then the whole church was set aflame. With me crying and hugging Jose Mario. It felt like the story had just ended in a happily ever after but only the story had just begun. And life was no fairy tale. Jose placing the wedding ring on my ring finger said "Receive this ring as a sign of my love and fidelity. In the name of the Father,__ and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit." He moved the ring from one finger to the other till He got to the right one, the ring finger. Chapter 4 - Monica You know what they say about weddings they might be true but what they forgot to tell you is how stressful the wedding party is and I tell you it is as stressful as fu?k. Right now I am finding it hard to even work how the hell am I suppose to consummate my marriage if I could b?r?ly walk. After the party Mario Jose and I came over to his house, the house my father had given to us as a gift prior to the wedding. It was a mansion to say the least with over twenty workers. I had given the workers a day off so we could have the house all to ourselves. I didn''t want anyone to peep on us when we are having s?x. We had our separate rooms and I was in mine so was he. I was in the bathroom now and although I just recently got waxed I couldn''t help but wax myself again. I wanted to be perfect for him. To leave no stone unturned. The stone here being my Lady parts. When I was done waxing I moisturized and put on my favorite Victoria secret und?rw??r. You don''t want to know how much it cost me. I looked at myself in The mirror and my hair looked dead so I had to rub dry conditioner I knew that it was not good for my hair but this days everything seemed to be bad for my hair sometimes I just feel Like cutting it off and getting it over with. Being bald cannot be so bad, can it? Getting over the frustration of my hair I tied it in a ponytail and rubbed my favorite Apple lip balm. "You can do this Monica Charles you can," I kept telling myself although this little pet talk wasn''t working and in the mirror all I saw was the reflection of a scared girl. A girl afraid to have her first time with a husband that hated her like she was the devil. "You can''t get discouraged, not now Monica. He will love you Dont forget that, he will, he has to. " I repeated over and over again as I wiped the traitor tears that fell from my face. I quickly adjusted my lingerie and walked to Jose''s room which was well just opposite mine. I knocked twice but he didn''t answer I was already starting to get worried when he finally opened the door. He stood aside for me to walk in. I walked in slowly while he closed the door and before I could open my mouth to speak he had pushed me to the door and was holding my neck so tight. I struggled to breath but I didn''t fight him. I couldn''t fight him_ I couldn''t bring myself to fight him that''s how much I loved him. If killing me will make him happy then I will willingly give him my life. "What do you want from me! Monica. We are already married isn''t that all you wanted you desperate hag," he yelled applying more pressure to my neck. I felt dizzy like I was going to die. But I was happy because the last face I''ll see will be his. Chapter 5 - Monica We''ve all felt at one point in our life that we were going to die. We''ve imagined it accepted it but then we open our eyes and realise that we weren''t dead yet. Inspirational quotes will tell you that you live to fulfil God''s wishes in your life, maybe it is true, maybe it is a lie. Maybe we have our time of death just as we have our time of life and until our time of death reaches we cannot die. I best believe that. I opened my eyes to see that I was Still alive and it shocked me. Mario Jose sat on the bed not caring if I died or lived and I suddenly felt rage. "Why do you hate me so much?" I asked crying. I struggled to breath while my lungs burnt. "You ask why, is that answer not obvious to you. You think you can buy me with your wealth just because you are the senators daughter you think everyone will bow to you?" He yelled looking up at me with more rage than is allowed for one man. "You agreed to marry me I didn''t force you to neither did my father," he sprung up from the bed with a murderous look on his face like he was going to murder me. And maybe he was. He moved to where I stood so swiftly I could have missed him walking. He held my hands tightly and stared at me boring into my soul. "Do not give me that crap, Monica. You didn''t force me but you left me no choice. no choice." he screamed at my face and I shivered in fear. Fear of the unknown. This him I did not know but wished to know. I wanted to know all of him the sides he hid from the world and the sides he let the world see. "I love you Mario don''t you see that, I love you more than I''ve ever loved anyone more than I love my self more than I love anything," I cried. Trying to reason with a rage filled man is as useless as reasoning with a woman in love but I didn''t care. I needed him to know that I loved him very much. That was all that mattered to me at the point. "You don''t know what love is. You don''t!" He yelled. "Why are you here? " he asked pushing me against the door again. He bent down so his eyes could meet mine and at that point I forgot how to speak " "We are married now Jose__I___" "That doesn''t answer by damn question bitch!" he said. Before I could speak again he hit me across the face and I fell sideways falling on my knees. He dragged my hair pulling me up so I could face him. "Answer the damn question or you will regret it?" He shouted menacingly. Looking into his eyes I''ve never seen such rage. I felt scared and turned on at the same time. I don''t know what came over me but my inner demons took over and I kissed him. Chapter 6 - Monica I knew he didn''t love me back hell what am I saying I knew he hated me with every Fibre of his being but yet he couldn''t resist me when I crashed my lips in his. At first he didn''t kiss me back , he tried to push me away but I was resilient. I wanted him, the d?s?r? burned in me and I was going to go crazy if I didn''t kiss him. Crazier than I already am and that will land me in the mental asylum. My dad won''t take that, would he?. I held his waist tightly, pushing him closer to me so that his ???k would touch me, anywhere, I didn''t care as long as I felt it on me. He started to kiss me at first slowly then the d?s?r? got into him. He pushed me deeper against the wall his hands raising my cheek up as he bit on my lower lip. Just when I thought things were going fine he stopped kissing me and I could no longer fight because I had become weak. His kisses made me weak, it was Like he planned it, planned to kiss me till I became weak enough to submit totally. Then he would push me away. If he did plan it then I give him a hand. He was indeed a genius. "So all you want all you''ve ever wanted was my Body why didn''t you tell Me from the start so I could give it to you free, without you stressing yourself to get it and more so we would have prevented me getting into this cage you call marriage. " He spat furiously. He hated me, he hated me so much I could see it in his eyes and it pained me. It pained me to the bones. I would give everything for him to love me, why Can''t be love me? Is it that impossible. I wanted to break down to fall on his knees and beg him to love me to crawl and ask for his love to tear my heart out so he could see where his name was written boldly but I decided to stay strong. Maybe he would like me better if I was a strong woman. I was shaping my character, my life around him. My world revolved around him. "No of course not. That''s not all I want. No no. I just thought maybe we could.. You know.. You know consummate our marriage like normal people but I guess we aren''t normal couples after all. I .. I''ll .. Leave sorry for coming into your room.. And.. And I''m sorry for that kiss." I stuttered. "You will get what you came here for! " he said pushing my head against the mirror. The mirror broke and pieces from it fell and cut my hand but he didn''t mind. He carried me up amongst my weak protest. I kept hitting him on the back screaming that I was sorry. This was not how I wanted my first time to be but he didn''t listen. He only wanted to punish me. Chapter 7 - Monica Life is a bitch. A fu?k?d up bitch. It throws our plans and life ambitions back to our faces like it means nothing at all but guess what it does mean something to us, sometimes even it means everything to us. Keeping my Virginity for Jose and having us have the most romantic first night meant everything to me. Everything. But then life is a bitch and takes from us what we cherish most. "I''m sorry Mario please let me go!" I begged. I was exasperated from all the screaming and yelling coupled with the stress of the Marriage and what I wanted least was to be r?p?d By the man of my dreams. "You wanted to consummate the wedding right," he asked in the least uncaring way. His Indifference was obvious in his voice, cutting me deep like a dagger to my flesh. I was bleeding literary from the cut on my hands and figuratively from the cut in my heart. I was bleeding in all respite. "Yes! But not like this___" "Oh you thought I will worship your body and threat you like a Queen. Or seduce you and touch you and whisper sweet nonsense into your ears as I touch you in the places that turn you on the most and lick you. Oh no you didn''t think that did you?" He asked amused. He must have seen the horror and pain in my face because he threw his head back in laughter. Hitting the bed as he laughed. He bent down and growled in my ears. "I''ll never love you Monica never even in a thousand years even if you beg and crawl for me to love you or give your life for me. Even with my life at stake I''ll .. Never.. Love you. Or make love to you."... With that he pulled his belt and tied my hands on the comforter but he didn''t need to. I would not have fought him. His words had weakened me and I had no fight left in me. He tore my bra and held my br??st tightly while looking into my eyes but I was devoid from Every emotion. The pain did not make me numb my mind did. It was a defence mechanism. He squeezed my Breast so hard it ached while fondling with my n?pp??s. "Does it hurt," he spoke in my mouth. "I hope it does. I hope everything I do this night hurts you the way you hurt me when you forced me to marry you." I wanted to speak but I had lost my voice. I could only cry but I didn''t beg. I wanted him to hurt me. If hurting me will make him feel better then he should. "This will hurt" was the last thing he said when he tore of my p?nt??s and thrust into me with full force. At first I screamed cause the pain was too much but he didn''t stop it was like my screams turned him on more. He thrust into me deeper and harder groaning. Soon I became tired of screaming and just lay there watching him as he used my body for his fun. At that point I felt nothing. Chapter 8 - Monica Sex is suppose to be sweet enjoyable most especially when you are doing it with the one you love. But there was Nothing sweet and enjoyable about what just happened now. I felt like utter shit like the dirtiest and filthiest of all pr?st?tut?s. He came undone on top of me then he stood up without even sparing me any glance. "Get up , clean yourself and leave my room I''m going down to get water and I don''t want to meet you here when I get back." He ordered. "For the record no one cares that you are a Virgin and you were already soaking wet when I entered into you so stop pretending like you didn''t want it. That''s what you came into my room for right and I gave it to you after all your father instructed that I give you anything and everything you request for and I plan on doing that." He added. He wore his boxer and left the room banging the door behind him. I covered my body with his duvet and cried. There was a lot of blood on the bed and I didn''t want him to see it when he comes back. Even after everything I thought about him first before anything. He was my husband and I wanted to please him in anyway possible even if it meant suffering. I stood up from the bed and searched his locker for a spare bedsheet. Luckily I found an extra bed sheet and duvet. I removed the blood stained one from the bed and fixed the new one while trying my absolute best to ignore the enormous pain I felt on every part of my body more from my core and my Breast. It took me thirty minutes to arrange the bed and another five to get up. After I was done arranging the bed I took the stained ones and was going to wash it in his washing machine But I quickly thought against it. I didn''t want him to be anymore disgusted than he was already. So I decided to take the duvet and bedsheet to my room. It covered my body perfectly when I carried it on my hands at least the front part of my body I opened the door eager to leave the room before Jose comes up. I closed the door behind me and ran to my room to cry to my hearts content. When I went into my room I closed the door behind me and laid on it while I fell to my knees and sobbed. "It was not supposed to be like this!" I kept saying over and over again as I sobbed. I felt dirty all over. I wiped the tears from my face and went in search for Pain Killers to drowse the pain in my core and my head. When the pain killers kicked I went into the bathroom to bath. I turned on the tap and soaked myself in the tub wishing the pain to go away but it didn''t. The memories Kept coming back to me and I cried from Pain and hurt. Chapter 9 - Jose I hated myself for hurting her and more so for letting her turn me into a monster. I didn''t know what came over me and I can''t tell but seeing her in that lingerie drove me mad and when she kissed me I could no longer hold in my d?s?r?, I became intoxicated. I tried so much to hate her, so much to kill the urge I was feeling but I just couldn''t shut up my d?s?r? for her all the blood had left my head and I could no longer think. "I''m sorry please," she said. But I knew that there was no turning back for he or for me even when she apologized. I pushed her on my bed. I needed her urgently and if I didn''t get her I''ll loose my mind more than I already have. It was not just about making her suffer anymore or bringing her to her knees. It was now about me getting undone. I didn''t believe her when she told me she was a Virgin, Emily had told me that she was a s?ut who used to go around sleeping with boys and finding out that she was a Virgin shocked me. But I had lost my mind the very second I thrust into her and there was no Turning back till I was done. When I came undone, all my senses came back to me and I felt so ashamed of myself but I couldn''t show her that I was weak or that I regretted what I had done. She ruined my life the very day she forced me to get married to her against my wish. I got up without sparing her a glance because I was ashamed of myself and didn''t want to see the pain in her eyes the pain I caused her. "Get up , clean yourself and leave my room I''m going down to get water and I don''t want to meet you here when I get back." I said untying her. My heart was beating fast against my ?h?st and my conscience kept yelling at me. Monster! Monster! I shut it out and continued speaking. I let my hate for her clowd my judgment and I deeply regretted it. "For the record no one cares that you are a Virgin and you were already soaking wet when I entered into you so stop pretending like you didn''t want it. That''s what you came into my room for right and I gave it to you after all your father instructed that I give you anything and everything you request for and I plan on doing that." I added. I wore my boxer and left the room banging the door behind me. My heart banged against my ?h?st too. I ran down the stairs my legs shaking from guilt. It hurt me to treat her like that but I could never understand why she loves me. But I guess Emily is right if she loves me why force me to marry her. Why? she didn''t love me. she didn''t. I took a drink from the fridge to try and calm myself down but still my hands kept on shaking and so did my legs. I knelt down on the ground fightings the urge to scream. Chapter 10 - Jose I thought I''ll feel better after hurting her I thought hurting her would make me feel better but I was wrong. I felt like total shit now. I felt like a monster that should be burnt at the stake. For thirty minutes I sat down staring at the ceiling feeling nothing but anger and rage and pain. I was angry at the world for making me poor and angry at myself for letting my hate for Monica turn me into who I was not. I was angry at Monica for forcing me into this marriage, angry at Emily for making me get married and for taking my love for her for granted. I was just plain angry. My conscience won the Battle and soon against the wish of my mind I found myself walking up the stairs to my room. I knew she won''t be able to stand on her own and I wanted to help her. On getting to my room I saw her getting out, words could not describe how shocked I was on seeing her. She was holding the stained duvet and I could see blood all over. Blood from her that I forcefully took from her. I felt like a beast and maybe that was what I was. She stared at me her fair face pale and her brown eyes filled with sorrow. She looked thinner than she already is and her neck longer. I found out that I was staring and coming close I said. "You''re learning who is the boss around here. Impressive " I said eying her. I needed to keep the beastly act. I didn''t want her thinking that I regret what I did to her or show any signs of weakness. Having said this I shoved her sideways and opened the door. I looked back at her for a second then I walked in and banged the door. Entering the room I was shocked to see that she had changed the bed sheet and gathered the broken pieces of the mirror I had broken. she had even cleaned the room and dropped a rose on the bed. I just couldn''t believe it. If truly she didn''t love me as Emily said then why do all this why try to please me even when I treat her badly and why did she choose me when she could have chosen any other Man. Any other man in the same circle and class that she was why did she choose me. I smelt the rose and had a nice smell. I couldn''t take the guilt anymore. I threw my blanket aside and stood up from the bed. I looked at myself in the broken mirror and my reflection was broken just like I was. I have been broken since I lost her. The love of my life. Mirabel. Chapter 11 - Jose Life sure knows how to break a man by taking from Him what he loves the most. Life broke me when it took Mirabel away from me. Mira who I loved the most. She was my first love. My heart, My mind my one and only. We promised to be there for each other. But now she''s gone. I wiped a tear from my eye and walked back to my bed seating on it. I stood up and walked to Monica''s room. I didn''t know what I was doing standing there or what I would tell her but I just couldn''t help myself. I knocked but she didn''t answer so I ?ssumed that she was sleeping. I walked back into my room feeling sad. More sad than I''ve ever felt my whole life. I sat on the bed and stared at the ceiling and soon sleep came. The sun sipped into my room blinding my eyes but that''s not what woke me up. It was the noise coming from the kitchen that woke me up. I bolted up from the bed rushing to take my bathe and brush because I had to see Emily this morning to get more information about the plan. I wore a dark suit and dark shoe to go with it. I didn''t shave I wanted my beard to grow back cause that''s how Emily likes it but I had to cut it before my marriage because I felt maybe it will make me look more decent. I didn''t want Mr Charles getting second thoughts about the wedding not when I was already getting ideas for it. Taking my car keys for the range rover Mr Charles gave me for a wedding gift I ran down the stairs only to see breakfast on the table. "Good morning. Break fast is ready." Monica said. I could tell she was nervous She looked just as beautiful as always like she didn''t go through what she did yesterday. All of a sudden I felt the urge to hug her but I quickly controlled myself. I don''t know where all this feelings were coming from but it was sure getting on my nerve. "When will you stop pretending to be who you''re not" I snapped at her. She moved back shocked then she quickly regained herself Like she had a switch attached to her that she could quickly on and off when necessary. "Ok I know I''m not a good Cook but I really tried this time. The bread isn''t burnt just taste it," she begged. She came further into the dining and dropped the rag she was holding. "Fine!" I said. She had a smile on her face when she saw me take a bite off the bread and my heart melted. I think I''m loosing my mind. I need to see Emily. Chapter 12 - MONICA I had woken up very early today. Earlier than I used to before, maybe it was because I slept in the tub. I didn''t even know when I slept off in my dreams I heard someone knocking on my door but it was in my dreams. I got up from the tub and dried my body luckily for me the Heater was on through out the night and so the water never got cold if not the cold would have entered my body and oh God falling sick will kill me now. I hurriedly got out from the bathroom and dressed up. I wore a red short Long sleeve Gown with diamond necklace and diamond earings. I wanted to Wear heels to match but I thought against it. I looked in the mirror and the side of my face where Jose slapped me was still red. Exhaling I took out my make up box and covered it. Walking down I took an apron from the kitchen and used it to cover myself while I cooked. I practically burnt up to three toast, the kitchen and the world before I managed to toast a reasonable looking bread. I wanted Jose to eat before he goes to work. I wanted to be a good wife and nothing more. I heard him coming down from the stairs so I quickly stopped what I was cleaning and took a rag to dry my hands. He was already going when I called him back. "Good morning. Break fast is ready." I called. I was nervous to say the least what if he hits me or hates the food or die from food poisoning. I thought. He looked at me with something other than hate and just when I was beginning to get my hopes up he had to squash it to the ground by his words. "When will you stop pretending to be who you''re not" he snapped. I was taken aback by his comment. Has he found out that I''m Mira, that I''m his Mira. But that''s impossible. I decided to stay with the facts and I quickly regained myself before he gets suspicious of me."Ok I know I''m not a good Cook but I really tried this time. The bread isn''t burnt just taste it," I ?ssumed he was talking about me pretending to know how to cook so I thought it wise to accept it. I wasn''t a good cook but not the worst there is I could bake and cook soup and stew but I wasn''t a fan of toasting bread or toasting anything for that matter. I wanted him to taste the food I spent so much time cooking it and it will be a waste if he didn''t get to eat it. I looked at him pleadingly. And on impulse I walked further into the dining. Dropping the rag, I took a slice of bread and handed it to him. I thought he will throw it away but he didn''t. He took a bite from it. I couldn''t help but smile and hope that he one day he will warm up to me. I only had to hope. Chapter 13 - PATRON I don''t want to bother but please guys... Support me on Patron. I just created the account and I don''t have any Patron yet. Its so sad. The link is on my bio. Please please. The first patron I get would get an update on any book they want. 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